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"Not our fault Lukes fat." (UNEDITED)

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"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'lukes fat..lukes fat...lukes fat' He chants over and over in his head. 'I'll be perfect, i won't stop until i am perfect.'All Rights Reserved

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You Are My Getaway//C.T.H. by -itsafangirlthing-

"Hey, hey, no need to be crying, or shaking, we're normal people," Ashton says. "We're idiots, sometimes," Luke chuckles. "Idiots who have positively impacted my life. Not like it was bad, just boring. But your music was like something that woke me up and made me realize I wanted to do more with my life, especially your second album. Also just feeling something more than the feeling of just being content is nice... and I'm rambling..." Calum flashes a smile at me and says, "Glad we can inspire you to want to make your life cooler. "Can't make it better than today, this is the highlight of my life," I tell them. -- Blake Asher has won a whole day and front row tickets to see her favorite band, but she's going to leave with more than just memories. -- I do not own the band nor any of their music that's in this story. This is a fanfiction, emphasis on fiction. Not suitable for people under thirteen so read at your own risk. Some language and sexual innuendos.

Off One's Rocker - Lashton by catchlukeonfire

No one knows who Luke is anymore, and he's not sure either. However, when he's placed in a psychiatric ward for having anorexia his life begins to unravel and he understands more. Plus there's a bipolar boy, Ashton, who Luke becomes infatuated with. Ashton wants to help Luke. He wants to love Luke. But if love possible when you're slightly off ones rockers?

Save me- Lashton by 5SSOSS180

Luke was tired, ready to finally give up. Until a certain drummer comes into his life and shakes it up. Will he pull Luke from the edge? or push him over? *THIS BOOK COULD BE VERY TRIGGERING SO BE CAREFUL*

𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐒 , 5sos gif series by -weasleywh0re

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Damaged Goods ~ A 5sos Lashton story by krispycarrotz

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) by JaderTader637

Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content

"Fake" Love | C.H. | by J_123_L

"Calum I cant keep doing this anymore... I.. I really like you.. I can't keep pretending to be a couple. I don't want to pretend to be with you. I can't keep faking this. I don't want "Fake" Love Calum. I need something real." "Jess... I need you. I need us. This isn't fake you and me. This is real. My feelings for you are real."

The Only Reason by its_pearll

"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok." *TRIGGER WARNINGS*

You Can't Save Me.. by _silent_screamer_

"You just can't save me." She would say. "I can try." He whispered as she drifted off to sleep. Her name was Ashton. She suffered from depression since age 8, been cutting since age 10, and starving since age 12. She knew from the beginning she had to hide it from any wandering eyes or curious friends. No one knows. Not her parents. Not her friends. But that all changed when she met Luke. Both age 17, now, he learned the truth. But what can he do? And will she let him try to save her? This is a Luke fanfic and my first one actually. Updates will be extremely random because I write when I have inspiration and on days I don't, I read. Also, there may be very detailed scenes involving self harm and suicide attempts. Please don't read if this will trigger you in any way because I love you all! I'm also here in you need me. I know there isn't anything I can say to fix it but I can listen and be a shoulder to cry on. I love you guys. Stay safe!

Wrong Number-5sos-ot4 by Mykie12345

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"Hey, hey, no need to be crying, or shaking, we're normal people," Ashton says. "We're idiots, sometimes," Luke chuckles. "Idiots who have positively impacted my life. Not like it was bad, just boring. But your music was like something that woke me up and made me realize I wanted to do more with my life, especially your second album. Also just feeling something more than the feeling of just being content is nice... and I'm rambling..." Calum flashes a smile at me and says, "Glad we can inspire you to want to make your life cooler. "Can't make it better than today, this is the highlight of my life," I tell them. -- Blake Asher has won a whole day and front row tickets to see her favorite band, but she's going to leave with more than just memories. -- I do not own the band nor any of their music that's in this story. This is a fanfiction, emphasis on fiction. Not suitable for people under thirteen so read at your own risk. Some language and sexual innuendos.