C R I N G E
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  • Parts 14
  • Time 45m
Ongoing, First published Oct 19, 2014
this is the first thing i ever wrote on wattpad and sentiment is the only reason this story is still up
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I like to think I'm a normal kindergartner, I mean, aside from the fact that I'm 10. I really can't be sure why I'm still here, I'm smarter than the average kid, BooBoo. Maybe I'm here because of that thing the doctor said a few years ago. Something that sounded like "Agdjsbdk". I'm sure that's probably not what he said, why would Mom cry because of some gibberish a guy in a white jacket said? I keep asking what my best friend, Rosie thinks it means, but she can barely remember me, much less, what a guy I've only seen a few times in my life said to my mother, when I don't even know what he said. Oh well, I guess. Kindergarten, take 3. Hopefully this time I'll make it to the next grade.


Inspiration for this story came from the book Out of My Mind and a couple of friends. And a little bit from Marvel and Harry Potter.
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