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𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗔𝗿𝗲 𝗡𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗠𝗲 |aikoonmyari
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Ongoing, First published Dec 12, 2020
"Who could've easily predicted that some 4.6 star rated voice recorder would be the short attempt to make history." 

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Neon discovers interest to be attentive outside of legitimized reality. He studies the theory of multiple past and present lives that he predicts we will have (5) in total. He believes that it's the ripest age of the things you seem to remember and things you forget simultaneously. Equally to past and present, night and day. He'll start to wonder if there's a secret shortcut passage like his favorite film "Coraline" that's resting inside the sutures that keep the order of how his lives will come and go everywhere, every lifetime. 

He wonders if his past and current lives just cease to exist or still there and no longer have the conscious ability to recognize that they are lost forever while he's the new line leader of them all. Instead of established ways of learning his theories' truth namely reading, writing, and using the default given to just endure life. He's already occupied by the overwhelmed dread due to the passive pressure of school. Rather, he decides to distance himself from everything functional and realistic for enlightenment.

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[UNFINISHED] Disguises Can't Last Forever -A watcher Grian fanfic

14 parts Complete

THIS FANFIC IS DISCONTINUED CURRENTLY DCLF/The Prototypes Au story Grian; Xelqua So much things to hide. ... But he can't keep it a secret from his fellow hermits forever now, can he? Will he be able to hide the past that haunts the future? Will he be able to hide the secrets in the amidst of these Watchers that terrorise the hermits? Will they accept him? °☆~{◇•◇}~☆° Only OGs will remember what this story was previously called >:] The story/book contains: Watcher!GrianAu Trans!GrianAu This story is inspired by countless other Watcher Grian story's (I might get some ideas from some specific stories, but I'll credit them) It's my first time writing, so don't really expect this to be really good :> The thing is, I've only watched from Grian's perspective, so I am very sorry for some of the hermits that have a different personality from what I'm writing/ written. I didn't plan this story properly - Welp. WRITING PLANS CHANGE ALL THE TIME FOR MY FANFICS/STORYS Italics = Thoughts (My writing style seemed to change after a while) Started: 30/11/22 Finished: Never Total word count at the moment: 10,136 Best tag at the moment: #20 in ftm Once this had: #3 in Watcher #4 in MumboJumbo #1 in FalseSymmetry #1 in Xisuma #4 in Grian #20 in ftm '°~◇/|☆|\◇~°' 100 reads ✔️ 150 reads ✔️ 200 reads ✔️ 300 reads ✔️ 400 reads ✔️ 500 reads ✔️ 1K reads ✔️ OMFG thank you all so much :D 1.5K reads ✔️ 2K reads ✔️ 10K read ✅️ '°~◇/|☆|\◇~°' 5 votes ✔️ 10 votes ✔️ 15 votes ✔️ 20 votes ✔️ 30 votes ✔️ 40 votes ✔️ 50 votes ✔️ 100 votes ✔️ If you're still here, I hope you have a good day/ afternoon/ evening/ night.