This is a short story about a boy who is lonely, with all an aggressive society to live in. He has nothing but a wild dog beside him and which helped him to be a man of courage, optimism, loving, and a kind of short temperate man.
He went as far as he could on this path alone. He learned how to walk alone, how to carry others, how to cope, and solve his problems alone. What is left is a kind of loneliness that requires a lover to resolve. It is the need for physical intimacy, for intimacy, for emotional warmth from a life partner. So all he could do was hope that it would come, otherwise, he would be on a plateau, either suffering or real comfort, a kind of emotional-limbo.
When aggression is combined with deep love we call it passion, their strength exists in that perfect combination. Just as cooking dishes rarely resemble ingredients, so do these emotions of his.
Esme
Things can become clear in a second. When I found Tanner in his office with that woman, so many things became obvious. Tanner's always held himself back from me, but now, secrets and lies come tumbling out into the light. He's never loved me and he never will. I'm no longer willing to be a placeholder in his life, and I have to end our marriage.
Tanner
I'd been married for four years to someone I didn't believe I loved because I thought I still loved another woman. A woman I had to give up when I chose to marry my wife after I got her pregnant.
Now, the other woman's back, she's divorced and is telling me it's our time to be together.
Just as soon as I divorce my wife, who's pregnant with our second child.
The allure of the past was impossible to resist, so I gave in, met her at my office and my wife found us just...after.
So many things became clear to me even before I looked into my wife's devastated eyes.
What had I done?
I knew what I'd done, and now I had to prove to my wife that she's the one I want.