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tomakeyoumyartt

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Reads 194,293
Votes 6,534
Parts 32
Time 2h 57m

tomakeyoumyartt

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When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. 

As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. 



Depression
Anxiety
Eating disorder 
Self-harm
gxg



Achieved 
🥈 in #billieeilish
🥈  in #gxg
🥇 in #eilishAll Rights Reserved

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Ember || B.E by tomakeyoumyartt

Imagine writing a fan fiction about Billie Eilish just to find out she's read it. Ember's entire life flips upside down when she receives a DM from someone regarding her fanfiction about Billie Eilish. This book will contain: -Suicidal thoughts -Self-Harm -Depression -Homophobia -Language -Smut achieved 2 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 2 in #bil 1 in #bils 2 in #eilish

we shouldn't by tomakeyoumyartt

Spencer is a seventeen year old girl who's been in the foster care system since she was young. She's used to being moved around from home to home but didn't expect to fall in love with her foster sister who just so happens to be Billie Eilish. How will Billie and Spencer deal with the situation of being foster sisters infatuated with each other? ****this book is old and shitty, there's your warning***** -gxg -Yes there's smut Trigger Warnings- (They will also be put at the beginning of each chapter) -Rape -Depression -Self harm Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fostersister 🥇 in #eyes 🥇 in #billiesmut

Addicted by tomakeyoumyartt

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fanfic 🥇 in #fanfiction

Billie Eilish Imagines by justletmeholdyou

A collection of imagines inspired by the one and only ;) Includes smut

A Billie Eilish Fanfic - Forced 2 - Insane. by iheartsexx

This is a sequel to "A Billie Eilish Fanfic - Forced" please read my first book before you read this one. Billie has her day in court for almost killing Cleo, and she is assigned her punishment. How will she adjust to her new life? Will she ever stop obsessing about Cleo? This story will contain: smut, gxg, cussing, drugs, violence, etc. please do not read if you are not 18+. Previously voted: #10 gxgxb

𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐘 𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐓 || 𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓 𝐁.𝐄 by CRYINGFAIRY_

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𝑇𝑜𝑜 𝐶𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝐵𝐸 by billiecouldkillme

Billie is a popular kid in her school and y/n isn't that popular and she's new. Y/n never thought someone like Billie would even like her or want to be friends. Both girls came from opposite life styles. Y/ns art made Billie want to talk to her. "Hey you fell asleep and dope drawing dude" I can't believe she actually talked to me again. Billie is g/p

Out Of My League by lonescenes

Y/n is somewhat a regular 17 year-old. She goes to sixth form, and hates it like every other teenager, comes home to her family and just gets on with her monotonous life. She has a couple of friends, but rarely goes to hang out with them; Y/n's more of an introvert, a 'prefers their own company' type of person. That is until it comes to her love life. Y/n's never really had a relationship but longs for someone to cuddle in bed with. She's only just come to terms with the fact that she's a lesbian, and at the moment has her eyes on one woman: Billie Eilish. Of course, Billie must be way out of her league, right? She's one of the most famous singers on the planet, and Y/n really doesn't have much going for her. With Billie's concert coming just around the corner, Y/n's about to stand in the same room as her biggest crush. And who knows, maybe both of their lives will change... PG Rated *explicit language*

Senior Year x Billie Eilish by billiebabizzz

⚠️this book is an emotional roller coaster⚠️ Eve's had a horrible life since she was 10 years old. It is now her senior year and a new girl joins her school. Will this girl help Eve find her way back to happiness. "Eve I love you and I can't see you hurt yourself any more." Complete for now might add more Girlxgirl Fan fiction Billie Eilish

still friends? by tomakeyoumyartt

Millie has been best friends with Billie for as long as she can remember. They've always done everything together, but as Millie grows up and explores her sexuality, there is one problem. She has intense feelings for her best friend. TW's will be at the start of each chapter. Yes, there will be smut. achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #billiefanfic 🥇 in #bloshs 🥇 in #billiefanfiction 🥇 in #billie 5 in #wlw 8 in #lgbt Thank you so much for the votes, comments, and reads!🥰🥰🥰

inked. by tomakeyoumyartt

When Billie makes a fake account on a dating app as a joke, she finds a girl who captures her interest; Carter Lee. Carter has a hard exterior and seems intimidating but is actually struggling with her past and family issues as she is currently responsible for her niece. See how Billie and Carter's 'friendship' blooms. This book contains smut 🤫 Billie is mostly bottom/switch Billie is blonde in this book! Achieved: 🥇 in billieeilish 🥇 in Eilish 🥈 in billieeilishsmut

Bad Guy - Billie x female by iletitburn

Started 1st August 2019 Billie x female story Madeline Benson, an A level student, lives in an apartment with her two best friends Emily Montgomery and Poppy Hughman. Everything in Maddie's life is normal until a mysterious transfer student comes into her life. This girl seems to be hiding something... but what? Join Maddie on a journey of discovering secrets and falling in love with a short tempered teen. Achieved: #1 - someviolence #1 - billieoconnell #14 - billieeilish #14 - badguy #17 - injury "I just sigh and get back to my work when I feel eyes burning at the back of my head. I glance back quickly and make eye contact with Billie."

close | b.e by partys0ver

for joli, it was always about being in control of everything. until she met billie, who had grown to love the feeling of never being in control. tw: contains graphic mentions of eating disorders, self harm, overworking, panic attacks etc.

Study Buddies// BILLIE EILISH by smoochmycooch49

Completed! You are the smartest kid in school and Billie knows it. She is going to take advantage of you get ready. I wrote this story because all the 'bully' stories I read made Billie fuck up the character's mental health. In this case, Billie helps with Cameron's mental health... eventually. Bonus CameronxBillie smut imagines at the end cuz I get hornier every day

Softie by Lucifer_Knows

This is one of my first books so there's a lot of errors, so when you read this i don't wanna hear shit.😭 This story tells how a girl named Tessa falls in love with a blue haired girl named Billie and how their love is infinite I promise you won't regret reading this GxG Tessa dom Billie sub Prepare yourself because shit's about to get crazy

Serendipity Book 1 // B.E by naftalyspaces

| COMPLETED | 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙮 {𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚝} As model and influencer, Kendra got a partnership offered from a well-known brand in LA that could change her career for the better. Since she lives in The Netherlands with her family, she needs to move to California to her best friend Dakota that has her own apartment in the city. When Kendra is all settled in her new surroundings, she accidentally has contact with a person she slowly gets developed feelings for. But when she finds out that 𝘩𝘦 is actually a 𝙨𝙝𝙚. Kendra is dealing with the fact that she's not sure about her sexuality. Will Kendra follow her feelings? (This was the first book I have written) #6 on billieeilish (11-24-2020) #1 on distance (09-11-2020) #3 on socialnetwork (08-26-2021) #22 on gxg (10-07-2020) © Naftalyspaces // 2020 All Rights Reserved.

Breathing you |b.e by mamamilkers333

I was an addict but I never thought I would get addicted to you, but as soon as our eyes meet I was stuck, blinded by your beauty. I knew life would end with you. Trigger warnings Drug-, alcohol abuse, overdose, suic!de, self harm, body image

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i caught a glimpse of a girl that lived there and i haven't stopped thinking about her since. she was so beautiful with her blue hair and blue eyes. lowercase intended. finished i don't always proofread, i apologize. past rankings: #2 on #billieeilish #5 on #billieeilish

𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒕 | 𝑩.𝑬 by bils_lil_ilomilo

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To Jupiter and back by kleidas_disc

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Ember || B.E cover

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Billie Eilish Imagines cover

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𝑇𝑜𝑜 𝐶𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝐵𝐸 cover

Out Of My League cover

Senior Year x Billie Eilish cover

still friends? cover

Bad Guy - Billie x female cover

close | b.e cover

Study Buddies// BILLIE EILISH cover

Serendipity Book 1 // B.E cover

Breathing you |b.e cover

neighbours| y/n x billie eilish cover

𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒕 | 𝑩.𝑬 cover

To Jupiter and back cover

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