Beastly Contradictions

"Stay here, with me".
"Then touch me" I said, urging him to do the one thing we are both craving after.
"I can't. Not yet"
"One touch. One moment. One spark. And I'm yours".

As he looks at me with hard, yet sorrowful eyes, I take the chance to savor this moment, a moment that will decide our fate; our future. In front of me, is the most beautiful creature I have ever had the pleasure of setting my eyes on. With all his scars and battle wounds, this mask of facade he wears to the rest of the world. I take this moment to look at all the things that have brought us to here, now. A moment in which I see my goodbye, I see the end, before it had the chance to begin. I can see it in his eyes, his answer. He won't do it. At least not now. I look at him one last time, taking everything he has to offer in. Everything he won't give me.

"So be it" I say, with a tone of finality in my voice. Finality and determination. I won't be made a fool of. I won't put myself through this torture. I am strong enough. I am good enough. Even if not for him, with him.
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What will you do when everything you have ever believed in, was nothing but the misguided version of the truth? When you are thrown into a world of supernatural beings that sprout fur on their bodies and a snout between their eyes? When all the fairy tales you read were true, but not the happily ever after version. When you're knee deep into a world of crazy, and have a mate who will do everything in his power not to give into the mate bond, to give into the sparks?

Follow Mel as she ventures into this unnatural world of werewolves, mates and of course, his beastly contradictions.