Finding Myself
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  • Reads 57,061
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  • Parts 29
  • Time 2h 59m
Ongoing, First published Dec 12, 2020
Mature
24 year old Alesa Smith lived in New York City with her wealthy adoptive parents and her best friend Matteo until 6 years ago when everything changed. Her parents died in a car crash and her best friend left without a trace.

It took her a while to get back to the girl she once was, but now 6 years later she's picked up the pieces and is an accomplished lawyer and looking for her birth family. It's all falling back into place until she runs into Matteo again who's presence starts to stir up old feelings and lets just say nothing ever goes as planned.
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