Why did it happen...? How did it happen? Why did I lose everything? More importantly why am I so calm about it ? There was a saying that I heard some point in my life it goes as what if everyone's destiny is decided by the session they were born in. Those who were born in spring bring upon new changes and happiness. And those who were born in summer bring upon warmth and comfort. And those who were born in fall bring upon end and death. And those who were born in winter bring upon disaster and calamity. No this is wrong if it were true then the people who put me here would have suffered the most. The cause of my calmness is related to something else almost like I have seen worst yet, I know this is first time that something like that happened to me. this feeling of familiarity what was it called again?... yes it is like deja_vu all over again.