OBSESSIONS AND RANTS
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Last published Mon, Jan 25, 2021
alright question time: what do you think are the type of things a high-school-teenage-girl-who-just-got-off-school-in-the-crazy-year-2020 would think about during the holidays?...alone on a computer in her bedroom?
now that was probably a very long and confusing question for you so I'll just tell you the answer.
This book is most likely the answer but actually that doesn't make sense...THE MORE SENSIBLE answer is actually INSANITY, a LOT of ranting about music, and heaaaps of tangents that lead to no where. Bet you weren't expecting that answer!...cause if you were,...wow umm I don't know what to say...congrats?
Oh and by the way, this book I am talking about has a couple random psychology lessons, LOTS OF THINGS WRITTEN IN CAPS LO-ck of sorry I forgot that was on (ha lol I didn't IT WAS A JOKE HA FUNNY...why do I try lol), and baaasically the wEiRdEst s*%^ you can think of!
oh and another thing, I'm not gonna be swearing so sure, you can make your 5-year-old child/brother/sister/whoever-the-heck-you-find-child read this book and they won't be upset...maybe. Actually...they probably will; I would now strongly take that back as it may ruin their mental health for their childhood. Or entire life.
[ALRIGHT turns out the longer version of this description was actually too long lol so read the 'notice' to continue ;) that's so ironic why this is too long!...and you'll see XD]
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