Indescribable Feelings
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Last published Mon, Sep 22, 2025
Evelyn Renaud has a strong desire to climb up the power ladder in the magical world. Even as a student her ambitions were high and dangerous- from forbidden spells to deadly trials her headstrong nature puts her front and centre of trouble.
Until a certain professor shows up in her life and showed kindness, compassion and respect. He makes her feel... well she can't describe it yet. But read more to find out.
[Authors Note]
Hey guys! Its's been forever since I've touched Wattpad, and I actually wrote this story back in 2021 (18yrs old) so please don't judge the writing or grammar! I just really want to get this few chapters off my chest and have someone- anyone read it.
Let me know what you think. It is a [TeacherxStudent] book so beware. It's not for everyone.
This is just something I fantasized about as a hormonal teen imagining what love is like. Hopefully some teen would read this is relate- NOT JUDGED, WE DONT SHAME HERE.
Lastly this book is the last of my teen years that I've been holding to, so it's a commemoration to the end of my childhood. I'm currently 22, still a kid yes, but my work and experience has forced me to grow in many indescribable places so it's been hard to come back to this...
My other books written as a 15-16yr old is still up, feel free to peak at it! And I still cringe yet love every single one of them <3
Much love to all my wattpad girlies out there!
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