A BETTER ENDING

The life of a teen is not easy, even more so when you don't have the assurance that one day you will be going to college or university. and even worst when the people you are around just plane think you are lazy and want nothing out of life. but the truth is, you yearn deeply to be assured that yes you will be going to college and yes you want something out of life. yes, I know. there are other ways to make it to the top. but what if going to college is the best way at having a shot that will take me out of the poverty I am swimming in? what if that the only way I know how? but then again I mean, the people I am with wouldn't get that. they wouldn't understand that they had the help. something I am pretty sure I won't have when I leave high school. the had a good start in life. don't they understand that is going to be difficult for me? I mean, my life is basically fucked but why don't you wait and see how it plays out.