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alpha bl boyxboy bxb bxm depression fantasy fiction gay icepowers lgbtq love magic malexmale mentaldisorder mxm omega romance supernatural transgender werewolf

Lycus Woods is a 20 year old transgender boy. He hates himself, and most people, causing him to shut himself out of the world. Working as a bartender illegally at a gay bar on nightshifts the werewolf man with the purple eyes tries his damndest to feel something, anything. He just hope he doesn't find his mate because what he is isn't socially acceptable, needless to say he is a lot more than just broken. And the incontrolable power to control ice isn't helping him keep his emotions in check.

23 year old Roman Aleksei Alpha of the silver fang pack is Ruthless. He hates rogues, but he loves his pack. He isn't homophobic in the least being that he has bed many men before he, and would consider himself bisexual however he isn't caught up with the times. In the land of Asrya his pack holds the title of strongest. Not necessarily the biggest however the strongest it is. All the pack needs now is a Luna, and if he doesn't find his mate soon his mother is going to set him up with Clover a pack warrior. 

Will they find each other? Will they accept each other? Who knows... 

I am writing this as a transgender boy myself I've only been out for a year and I am trying to convey how dysphoria makes me feel so that is where this comes in. I will warn anyone willing to read this... this whole book is a MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING! You've been warned you can not attack me.All Rights Reserved

alpha bl boyxboy bxb bxm depression fantasy fiction gay icepowers lgbtq love magic malexmale mentaldisorder mxm omega romance supernatural transgender werewolf

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Frail Acceptance by CaradiSan

Noah is a 17 year old omega werewolf with an extreme level social anxiety, self-doubt and suffers from terrible nightmares. He has a lot of trouble showing his weak side to anybody and he finds it hard to accept weakness and any emotion that expresses weakness such as crying, complaining, begging, etc. And has not shared anything about his past to anyone. But what will happen when he finds his mate? Will he be able show his weak side and accept those feelings in front of his mate? Lets find out in.... !TRIGGER WARNING!⚠️ 1. This story contains a little, very, very little self-harm, not too extreme. (If anybody reading the story is suffering through something small or big please talk to people around you, seek help and do not opt for self-harm it is bad) 2. It contains gay sexual content(if you do not like it I'll be marking (🌶️)chapters with mature content skip those ones or completely drop the story). 3. It is a male pregnancy story so if you do not like it please drop the story.

My Mate, My Omega, My Luna, My Best Friend's Brother by x_multifandomQueen_x

Okay, y'all... I wrote this when I was 13 (over 5 years ago as of 2024) and this was honestly my polyam awakening. This was supposed to only be a bxb, and turned into a bxbxbxbxb (with like 20 kids). I would love to say that my writing has improved (and it has, substantially), but that cannot be seen on my profile currently. If you love cringy werewolf books, this is for you! Now... on to the description! Kyle is a gay omega. His dad abuses him because his mom died during his birth. His only salvation is finding a mate on his 16th birthday, in 6 days. His older brother (Kade) is the soon to be beta of his pack, and actually stands up for him. His brother's best friend, Jordan, is he soon to be alpha. Jordan has been given everything he wants in life, and is about to be given the alpha title. His father, the alpha of the Red Moon Pack, abuses his little mate constantly, as well as his mate's dad. Nobody knows that he has a mate, and nobody will know.... Until his mate's 16th birthday. Or will he tell someone? Will someone figure it out? What will happen when Kyle finds his mate? Will Jordan be rejected? Will Kyle finally be happy? Will Kyle and Jordan's past come back to haunt them or make them happy? And who are the mysterious Royal Twins that only want their mates? Will they do anything to get them? Started: 07-15-19 Finished: 08-22-20 🥰

The Unnatural by authorayezah

MM ROMANCE | (Male x Male) Ares Silvermane, a well behaved alpha who has so many responsibilities on his shoulder and the need to stay strong for his people has kept him alive, breaks into a war with their enemy's pack. With little hope, he has waited for his mate, someone pretty, someone who would call his name with love, someone who has strong wolf and maybe some special power his mother had talked about. But everything shatters apart when he sees his Luna for the first time. Ethan stiles, being surrounded by the love of his family was his only happiness but that happiness is taken away when he's suddenly dragged into this unnatural world filled with unknown species. He has no idea why he is expected to have a wolf in him, why he is expected to be strong. It also certainly doesn't help his situation when his mate hates him to the guts for simply because the way he is. It wasn't his fault that he was born a human, without a wolf and a male. "I don't know what you expect from me!" I yell, tears forming in my eyes as I look into his golden eyes. He has a stoned expression as he stares at me with so much hatred. I hate it. "Exactly! You are too low for my expectations that I can hardly expect anything from you." He spits, his cold words shattering my heart in many pieces. I don't want this. I don't want to be his mate. New chapter on Monday and Friday Started October 4, 2024 #3 wolfs #9 lgbtpride #1 intense

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) by notbackingdown

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The Broken Werewolves: Forbidden Law (BxB) by OralKel

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Mine by KatNim

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Loving Him (To be re-written) by author_namoore

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Frail Acceptance

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