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DELUSIONAL

Definete1ynotMide

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Reads 860
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Parts 19
Time 2h 7m

Definete1ynotMide

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"I really don't know what to say to her anymore. She's so stubborn. She won't talk, she won't even sit down on the couch. She stands for thirty minutes and leaves without a word. I want to help her, I really do. But she acts like she's alone when I'm right here with her. I want her to understand I'm here for her"

"Maybe she is alone"
...

She seemed to have it all. Lavish lifestyle, prestigious school, beauty no one could comprehend.
But she was broken. And of course, everyone has their own problems to deal with.
She cried for help but her response was echoes.

Maybe someone responded but she never heard it.
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DISCLAIMER: I do not own any image used in this story.  Thank you.

TW: Suicidal thoughts, abuse, occasional swearingAll Rights Reserved

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Pretty tiny things by EkoPatrickSuccess

Blazers. Pleated skirts. Ties. Shoes. Socks. High school right? In the most anticipated moment of her life, everything went wrong. Things went wrong, she thought she had it under control. Just keep your head down. Just mind your business. And Everything will be okay..... right? That was her mantra. It worked well, but not too well. Especially when the thing she thought she had under control suddenly went out if control, bringing her stares, looks and the attention she didn't need. Sending ridicules and tearing down the invincible walls she has built around her into small pieces...... Especially when all things went wrong and all her secret she has been covering at the bottom of the sea comes afloat like literally come into light. .......And one more thing. High school can be scaring especially for people at the bottom of the food chain............

Unravelling You l ✓ by wannabecurious9

❝What sin did I commit in my past life that I have to tolerate you in this life?" "A very grave one for which you're still paying." She replied in an overexaggerated manner. "You're too stubborn." He gritted out. "You're too obsessed." "You're the most annoying, obnoxious and bratty person I've met in my twenty seven years of life." He said, provoking her. "And you're the most narcissistic, petty and irritating person I've met in my twenty six years of life." She retorted. "You are too childish." "You are too stuck up." "You- fuck!" He cursed. "It feels like a comedy circus with us hurling abuses and insults at each other." He said tossing his head back and rubbing his hand over his face tiredly. "Can't help when we've a clown in your form.❞ ~ Highest Rankings : #1 in understanding #1 in emotions #1 in emotional #2 in drama #9 in romance

✓The Only Spark In My Life (MuiTan - TanMui)✓ by Muichiro0san

I didn't expect anything like this to happen... just in minute everything shattered before my eyes, my world was falling apart. "what am I going to do now?!" Everything seemed so bland and dark after that moment. Everything seemed so... useless and everything was in pieces, small little broken pieces I couldn't repair.. "I'll be fine Mui, don't worry... doctors said that sooner or later I will be able to go back home" Those words that my brother said didn't help much... more like didn't help in the slightest. Every day I lived in fear of loosing another family member... the last family member, the last person I was staying alive for, the last person that helped me keep hopes up. "I am sorry" "My apologies but.. we can't hire you" "I am very sorry but you are not hired" Every single time I tried to get a job those were the only words that I heard... I couldnt get a job, the rent was already a lot of money and I had to pay my brothers medical bills too... I was loosing hope. Every single day was the same, waking up, going to school, trying to find work and crying myself to sleep... until one day... "you are a cute one, how about you'll give me some good time for a bit of cash~?" That sentence scared me but... I was in a need of money so desperately I... I agreed. From that point on I... I managed to get enough money but... I wasn't happy, I was feeling terrible, I wanted to die... every single time after someone fucked me I came home, exhausted, most of the time crying so much I passed out from exhaustion but... I kept on doing it... do save my brother... Life seemed so dark until I met him... Kamado Tanjiro.. new student in my class...

Love Misunderstood by SophieLeo03

I only ever met one man I'd call truly noble. He was a man who was misunderstood and worthy of the world, yet everyone saw him differently. That was until I saw his true colours. The more I caught his eye the more he noticed me. We would pass each other, I would always stare a little longer at his back, wondering his story. People used to move out of the hallways if they saw him approaching whereas people would come and talk to me. He kept to himself, I was never alone, he had no friends, I was friends with everyone, I never saw him talk to anyone I spoke to many. we were polar opposites. At least that's what I thought until that day in the library, that is where I will start this story. Everyone is different, I hate the word "different", I much prefer the word unique. Unique is the only way to describe him. This is not just a story about love, it is about helping two souls who act differently but are the same on the inside, it shows the messy parts that aren't shown in movies, the tragedy, and the comedy but most of all the sizzling romance between two broken people who became one. Who is this story about? Caden James. But this is not just his story, It is ours.

Till Next Time | completed | currently under re-edit by _thewildchild__

#1 on Paralysis. #9 on Suicide Awareness #13 on Bullying Awareness. #19 on Anxiety Disorder. #22 on Wattpad India Brooklyn Baxter is rich. The world is his oyster but he is trapped inside the shells of his own mind. But rich kids do not get sad. After getting transferred from yet another school, he is forced into Behavioural Modification as a part of a deal where he meets Anastasia Collins. On scholarship. On Behavioural Mod. And on a wheelchair. When a mutual friend takes his own life after his forced sex tape is leaked, his family slowly seems to steadily fall apart and the ghosts of the past threaten to come back and haunt, Brooklyn turns to Anastasia for a runaway. Because in togetherness, there is peace. And in solidarity, there is hope. They embark on a life-changing roadtrip. Till Next Time - The Playlist : https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLmIoHNUlcovgkFyieLXFZtYqS7ikv4wEE Hello, fellow Wattpadders! I hope you liked the synopsis and found this story worth a read. This is still a work in progress and I upload every Sunday (IST). Hope you enjoy and do not forget to vote, comment and spread the word! Love, Sam.

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"It's getting harder each day, so much harder. It drains me to have to constantly put up a mask, hiding how I really feel behind a smile that isn't even true. I don't think I'll ever find that easy, because it's not. The easy part for me is lying, it always has been. Telling them I'm fine always works. But the hardest thing... the hardest thing is realising that no one hears my pleads, my cries and my screams... leaving me to fix my broken mind." ~~ Cooper Bryan is a young boy living with his mother in California, he lost his brother and father when he was 7 and now, his mother is moving on, she's getting remarried. From bullying, to awful step brothers, to having monsters in his head, Cooper fears he won't make it through his teenage years... but he's surviving... and he's doing it damn well too. This... this is his story, with many ups and a million downs, this... this is Cooper Bryan's troubled life. ~~ DISCLAIMER: I do not own any photos/Videos or songs used in this Wattpad story. They were either found on google or YouTube

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

Mutual Billionnaires by TheeMars

Kira's father died when she was only 15 years old, the two were inseparable so she took his death hard. We talking bunking school, a drug habit and a serious drinking problem for a teenager who is only in her second highschool year. She dreams one night of her father berating her for her bad behaviour and embarrassing his legacy as this is not how she was raised. She pulls herself together and graduates high school going from party girl to church mouse. She decides to study Business law and the day she turned 21 her first birthday wish was a bank notification stating 3 929 060 000.00 Billion. Since she had sibling she decided to splite the funds 5 ways including herself leaving her with 7 85 812 000.00 Million, since Japanese culture states the first legitimate born is sole hair she was her fathers heiress but opted to share her blessings with her siblings because that is just the kind of person her parents raised. After the transfers were complete, instead going into her field of studies she decided to work in a call centre. Perhaps some part of her didn't want her fortune to change who she was. She rode the bus to work, had normal office politics, and then decided to study again, this time it was something she loved, fitness, she decided she would be a personal trainer. Which she later turned into an empire, we talking fitness clothing which grew so popular that she had to open a call centre of her own, and online training programs for sale, a monitized blog, a monitized youtube channel. she chose to start her own businesses with her portion growing it back to the original amount left to her.

Mirrored by ryuwritings321

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White Rabbit by In-Decent-Pause

Diana is falling apart at the seams. After she graduates high school, her parents kick her off their insurance and, no longer able to afford her medication for her bipolar disorder, turns to street drugs as a relief. Nobody in her life is in a rush to get her out of it. Then she overdoses. She ends up in a hospital, because she's terrified if she doesn't, she'll go to jail. While she's there, Diana meets a number of women who have all been abandoned to the system like her, and people she would normally hate become close, if temporary, friends. With their help, recovery doesn't seem so far away, after all. I don't know what's wrong with wattpad, tags are broken and I can't add any more than I already have, so here are some content warnings: attempted suicide, drug overdose (heroin), drug use, self harm (cutting), eating disorder mention (bulimia), implied past sexual assault, victim blaming, psychosis, hallucinations, ocd, bipolar disorder, forced medication, psychiatric hospital

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