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I Wish I Didn't Exist (Gold x Silver - Pokémon boy x boy ship)

AnndraMichealMacRae

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Reads 17,574
Votes 730
Parts 33
Time 3h 13m

AnndraMichealMacRae

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Silver is not a happy person. His past still haunts him and seems to have fallen into a spiral of depression. His life sucks. He never feels that he is good enough. Nor does he believe that he deserves happiness. He feels that he is an embarrassment to his family. He's convinced that his purpose in life is to fail. He believes that he is a bad person and he deserves the horrible life that he has. His wellbeing has suffered intensely. He can't find a way out.

Could a chance encounter with someone from the past change it all? 


-I do not own the image, Credit to the person that drew it-All Rights Reserved

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Finding Home || bxb by flawed-pariah

【INCLUDES MATURE SCENES, READ AT OWN RISK】 'There is always some madness in love. But there is also some reason in madness.' - Friedrich Nietzsche After losing his family, Alden had lost a lot of himself too. Years later he still hadn't been able to make himself whole again. Maybe he never will, but with a new foster family, a loving purple haired friend, and a crush he might finally act upon, Alden's life might finally be getting better. That doesn't mean there are no more bad days, for him or the people around him, but maybe those bad days will become a little easier to get through. TW: - trauma, grief, sexual abuse related issues mentioned

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

MATEO || bxb by flawed-pariah

It only took one summer to change everything. Now Camden is just trying his best to carry on with life like normal, but that's a little tricky when his memories keep haunting and some nights are so bad that sleep evades him completely. He can't even imagine how much worse it would have been if Mateo hadn't been there. But that was the summer before and Mateo's been gone for the whole year since. What happens when Mateo comes home, and how will Cam ever face him again? ___ 'He looked mostly the same as last summer, older maybe, definitely more tanned. He'd grown his hair out a little longer, so it hung lower in his eyes now. I'd seen him post a picture with his hair like that a few months ago and decided to grow mine out too. I wonder when he looked at me, did he see me as I am now, or did he see me as I was then, that night?' ___ TW: sexual assault

Why Did I Fall In Love!? (Boy x Boy Ship) by AnndraMichealMacRae

Gou realises that he's in love with Ash. He doesn't know when or how it happened but it's now causing him distress. He doesn't want to feel this way and attempts to suppress the feelings as much as possible in the hopes of forgetting. This story follows Gou as he struggles with his feelings for Ash. It will follow his point of view. This story uses the Anime as a baseline. It won't necessarily follow the Anime's timeline or story but it's being used as a guide to develop the story. The artwork was badly drawn by me XD (I may redraw at a later date)

《 Head over Tusks! 》- Male Piglin Brute X Male Reader by Housamoboi

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Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~ by xXPsychodicPandaXx

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