The first time peeing my pants

This is a fictional story about a girl who pees her pants (mostly accidentally)
I wanted to write this story because I love to be very desperate and (almost) pee my pants.
This story is in the category Omorashi, if you don't like it, don't read it 
I'm sorry for any language mistakes - English is not my first language.

Hi my name is Ava Clark. I am 27 years old and I live in Sydney and work as a detective.
I have a boyfriend. His name is Ethan Ramsey and he is a doctor. He also is 10 years older than me.
I have a fetish. Luckily for me, my boyfriend loves my fetish.
I really love to pee in my pants. I love to be very desperate.
Ethan and I often pee in our pants together.
When we are going away in our car we make sure we don't use the toilet before. We will be very desperate, but we're determined to hold on as long as we can. When we can't hold it anymore we pee in the car seat.
Every time when I'm desperate my boyfriend is getting hard as steel.

I will tell you about my pee adventures, how it all started you can read in the next stories. Enjoy!