What Writing could have been
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Ongoing, First published Dec 16, 2020
"Writing was my only escape from all the shit I had to endure from all the bitches I had to deal with, so it means the world to me."

15 Year old Amiah Carsitonia loves to write.
it's been her dream to for years, so when she gets excepted into the most prestigious writing school in the country,  she obviously goes.

The catch?

The teacher is an Famous author,  and no one will know who it is until the first day of school. 

who will it be?

and what is she gonna have to do to make her dream of being a New York Times bestselling author come True?



Note: 

this is completely fictional lol
and yes I am the main character.

there are real people In this book, even though it isn't real.

one day I was thinking about what I would do if this actually happened lol,
so I finally decided to write a book about it. 

This Book is dedicated to an author/Actor who helped me to come out, helps me to love myself and forget about the people who will never love/like me.
and he helped me realize that I am worth something.

basically I owe this author a lot, so this is dedicated to him.


The main character is based on me, so most of the things that hurt her, hurt me, most of the qualities she has, I have. 

for example:

she sarcastic

I am too

she bi

I am too

she black

me too

she is a pastel goth

haha me too

she can be nice when she wants to be, but she's a bitch if necessary

me too

She's insecure

Me too

She can play the ukulele

Me too




Anyway I hope you like it!


bi my lovelies!♥♥♥♥
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