This is a journal. This is my journal, my 2020 and my young adult life. TW: I will be talking about my depression and suicidal thoughts. You may think that it's stupid or dumb to put this online but I want this to reach people, to find people who are struggling like me/worse than me and give them comfort to know they are not alone. I'm not asking for attention and I do not want hate. You do not have to read the book and at ANY time you can stop. You as a reader have been warned