Trepidation | H.S.
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  • Parts 86
  • Time 30h 5m
Complete, First published Dec 17, 2020
Mature
[COMPLETED] 

trep·i·da·tion 
a feeling of fear or agitation about something that may happen. 

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"You'll see the truth one day." I whispered against his harsh lips knowing this was wrong. The sensation was driving me insane, his warm breath panning over my lips. I needed this 

"Maybe I don't want the truth." His voice rough and his grip around my neck tightened. "Enough of your games, I've had it, now you listen to me or you walk away." 

***
Indiana Sommers isn't your normal working woman, she's capable of much more than the average human and she isn't afraid to show it.

Working for Cruel Blood, one of the top mafias, she is being sent on an eight month job. Working with their competing mafia, Black Streak, Indiana must pose and work for the hit band "Trepidation". 

She must do her job, and do anything to complete it. No matter who or what gets in the way. When she is involved with Harry Styles everything changes. He is just as dangerous as her

How is she supposed to complete her job? Trepidation is all Indiana can feel.  

*MATURE AND EXPLICIT CONTENT*
DARK FIC//KINKS//SUBSTANCE ABUSE

DECEMBER 2020 - AUGUST 2021
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