ever felt empty or alone?
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i get voices in my head saying im going to end up dead today i dont get emotion alot but when something small happens and its sad i just us everything that has been bottled up and just let it out
and i act tough around people cause i want them to see someone they like and make people happy but sometimes i try sleep cause then i wont cry cause i just say im tired when im trying to sleep so i dont cry
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