"One of the worst feeling is the fear of forgetting someone who you have spent years mourning over, trying to think about them without feeling like your drowning..." "But then you see something that triggers waves of agonising memories, ones that if you didn't suppress them you would crash under the weight guilt and grief." "But the worse part, if you get them back again, you are petrified of loosing them. When this happens you build up layers of walls, that with one stray emotion, they will all crash down...thats when the process starts all over again..." athazagoraphobia- fear of forgetting someone or being forgotten Harry potter tries not too fall too deep into the mess that is Carina Black, all whilst trying to save the world from a homicidal Slytherin. Carina Black-Allard tries not to break her carefully constructed exterior, all whilst falling in love with a half-blood Gryffindor she's known for too long. (Book 1/? Of the Defying stereotypes series) Warning- will be swearing, cursing and possible sexual content, please read with caution. This book is based on the harry potter franchise however it is not movie or book accurate and does not completely follow the canon story line. {Deathly Hallows~?} {Harry Potter x fem!Oc} All rights belong to J.k Rowling, i only own the character of Carrie and all plots surrounding her.All Rights Reserved