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smother. [h.s.]

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A part of me yearns to get alone with him the first chance I get, while another wants to ignore his gaze and hope I never see him again. Just looking at him now is difficult on its own, the unwavering eye contact driving me insane. I can't breathe. His presence is smothering me.

      // Shalom Antonova is a ballet dancer, a gifted student at Wintergreen Academy, the daughter of strict religious parents, and most of all, a struggling drug abuser. As she begins her last semester of boarding school, Shalom plays a dangerous game with her reliance on substances, toxic relationships, and the introduction of a new classmate, Harry Styles, who has a world of secrets up his sleeve. 

WARNINGS: LANGUAGE, SEXUAL CONTENT, DRUG ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MENTAL HEALTH. 

STORY WRITTEN BY @anechkagirl.
COVER ART BY @anechkagirl.
ALL PHOTOS ARE FROM PINTEREST AND CREDIT GOES TO RESPECTIVE ARTISTS.All Rights Reserved

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Before The End (One Direction) by BomPomm

"I wasn't addicted to drugs. Yes, I liked using drugs, but to call me an addict would be a false accusation. But then, why can't I stop?" Harry Styles seemingly had everything a 16 year old could ever dream of. He was attractive, famous, rich and part of the biggest boyband in the world. His life outwardly appeared to be a straight line of perfection. Then he met Cory Bleu and things changed. Desperate to escape his childlike boybander persona, Harry allows Cory to take him on a dive headfirst into the dark side of the celebrity world that he's been sheltered from. Without warning he's thrust into a life of lies, scandal, sex, violence and especially drugs. Faced with a growing addiction that he can't seem to stop and the unexpected death of someone incredibly important to him, Harry starts to wonder if he can ever get out of the hole he's buried himself in. Can Harry recognize the consequences of his actions before he hurts everyone he loves? *Trigger Warning: Deals with drug abuse, alcoholism, suicide, depression, self harm, sexual abuse, etc.*

Baby Blue by theasstour

✔️ COMPLETE After her sister breaks both her legs in a climbing accident, Venus Sweeney has to step in as a model in her absence. Instead of spending her summer getting ready for her last year of veterinary school, she is now set to spend time in Italy with a painter who has a bad reputation, a permanent frown, and an immense talent. Forced in each other's company, neither think they could ever hate another person more. However, a whole month, Italian mountain air, summer, and art, might just be able to change their minds. Eventually. Enemies to Lovers AU Affectionately dubbed painter!harry🎨 © 2019 - 2020

Secrets Better Left Untold (A Harry Styles Fanfiction) by Fiveboyfriends

"He has some kind of hold on me. Every time I feel like I'm climbing out of the fiery pit of hell, the devil reaches up and pulls me back down. The worst part is that the devil is none other than Harry Styles." Bella Peters is simply trying to live a normal life. A normal life in the wake of pain and sadness that plagues her past. But when she tries to move forward with the mysterious boy that she met at a party, she actually finds herself taking two steps back as she falls victim to his daunting secrets. ***disclaimer*** This is a Harry Styles AU fanfiction, meaning that the events and behaviors that take place in this story do not reflect the real life of Harry Styles. There are mature themes and situations that take place and will not be prefaced with a warning, so read at your own risk.

Rabbit [H.S] by lonelydaylight

'For a heartbeat, maybe two, his touch is almost tender. It's such a stark contrast to the brutal, animalistic way he'd just fucked me that I find myself leaning into it, craving more of this unexpected softness. But then I see his eyes harden, the fleeting gentleness vanishing as quickly as it had appeared. The thumb on my lip presses down, not quite painful but a clear warning. "I will find out what you're hiding, little star," he murmurs, his tone leaving no room for argument. "One way or another, I'll get the truth from you." ' Stella Baker flees to the quiet town of Blackwater, hoping to escape her troubled past. But instead, she finds herself in a dangerous world filled with secrets, deceit, and forbidden desire. As she struggles to navigate new relationships and a mysterious stranger, she discovers that Blackwater is far from the sanctuary she sought. With every passing day, the tension grows and Stella must confront not only her own demons but also those who betray her. A story of sex, danger, lust, betrayal, and love where every glance could mean danger and every embrace could be deadly. AU HARRY STYLES FANFICTION. ˚☆★ ‿︵‿୨🐇୧‿︵‿︵ ★☆˚ 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐: This story you're about to read contains adult themes and triggering content such as: Violence, blood, murder and mentions of murder, torture, staking, nudity, mentions of sex and explicit sex scenes, mentions of mental illness, anxiety, ptsd, depression, mentions of suicide, alcohol, cigarettes and other addiction related actions and/or substances, and illegal activities.

killer instinct - || h.s. || by eversincekyoto

a killer instinct was coined in the early boxing world as a protective, cold mentality that surges to one's consciousness and turns one into a vicious defense practitioner. everyone has a killer instinct. for harry styles, that ruthless mentality always seemed to circle back to one singular thing - her. --- but she doesn't let me go far, keeping our faces inches apart and my lips curl up as i chew this gum in between my teeth. her fingers roughly press into my cheeks and she smiles back with a devilish, lustful glint in her eyes. "you're gonna want me in control more often after i'm done with you, baby." she whispers, taking me aback with the boldness of her statement as she simply smiles before letting go of my face with a light shove. i slowly scoff and she hums as i shake my head at her. "yeah? prove it." i taunt and she sinks her straight white teeth into her bottom lip with a smirk. --- || mature and explicit content, read at your own risk * ||

Iniquity [h.s] by _fallingkiwii

SEQUEL TO INSATIABLE. in·iq·ui·ty noun immoral or grossly unfair behavior. To say that Aurora is struggling would be an understatement- truthfully, she's barely getting by. Merely a shell of a woman who has lost herself in the path of one man's destruction. A life without Harry and the heartache that followed was something she could've never imagined. But what happens when the man who once had her heart, and ultimately destroyed it, makes his return? Will Rori and Harry ever be able to mend their broken hearts? Will their lives ever be the same? ... or in the end will they have to overcome obstacles of the past, present and future to be able to face their own acts of iniquity? ••• His eyes narrowed at me, "So what does that mean then?" "Does it have to mean anything?" I quickly countered. Harry's head tilted to the side, his eyes watching my face as his hand slowly raised up between us. "Tell me that it didn't." He spoke, his voice lower now. His hand inched towards me until finally the back of his fingers were brushing softly across my cheek. "Tell me you don't miss this feeling." I couldn't help as my eyes fluttered closed, the sensation of his skin on mine causing my mind to go into overload. "What feeling?" "You know what I'm talking about, Rori... I feel it too." ••• STARTED: May 8, 2023 ••• HIGHEST RANKINGS: 🥇harrystyles 🥇darkharrystyles 🥇harrystylesau 🥉llh

Captive Heart H.S. AU by mcguinessgirl

Harper Lee Richards is in New York City for a friends bachelorette party weekend trip. What was supposed to be a fun, carefree girls trip turned into so much more. When she meets a mysterious stranger and then keeps bumping into him everywhere she goes she realizes there's nothing normal about her chance meeting with Antony Valeri. The son of one of the most powerful mob families in Italy, Antony is ready to take over the family business but he needs a wife. When Antony lays his eyes on Harper Lee he won't stop until she's his and he will go to any measure to get her. With constant attempts on his life Antony has a round the clock top notch security team. Harry Styles is Antony's personal bodyguard and he's proven his loyalty by risking his own life to protect Antony in order to gain his trust. When his boss sets his sights on Harper Lee Richards it puts Harry's plan into a tailspin. Harry has a job to do and a pretty face won't get in the way of him succeeding in his mission. There's too much at stake for Harry to make any mistakes but what happens when Harry begins to realize there's so much more to Harper Lee than meets the eye. Harper wants no part of the life Antony has forced upon her but what happens when she finds out how dangerous the stakes are if she tries to leave? Is Harry as ruthless and cold as he seems or is there more to Harry than she could ever imagine?

INKED LINES // H.S. by Lauren_A__

Her deepest secrets are inked into her skin, the black lines a reminder of her dark past. No one can find out about them... Not even him. Everyone has three lives: A public life, a private life, and a secret life. For Adilyn her public life appears normal, with medically trained hands delivering infants into the world every day and friends by her side; her life seems happy. But lies and secrets are like cancer of the soul, they eat away at what is good and leave only darkness behind. For Adilyn, darkness spreads uncontrollably through her; the pain and secrets of her past surging it through. However, when a persistent man presses his way into her life, surprising feelings are forced her way: compassion, affection, warmth, and most powerfully lust. Will she let the brightness of his presence puncture through the darkness? Or is the risk of her world shattering again too strong? Little does she know he has his own secrets that may just ruin her. A Harry Styles Fan Fiction PART ONE **** "I just binged this whole book AND OH MY GOD. Amazing, masterpiece. The talent. I've never gasped so many times in one book. Always left on my toes. Desperate for the next part!" "Wow that was intense wow very well done! Now excuse me while I stop my tears!" "I really love your story!! It's amazingly written x it definitely had me crying!!" "I appreciate you showcasing the beauty in the ordinary and how truly extraordinary that ordinary can actually be." "It feels like falling in love all over again."

Two Ghosts [h.s] by tpwksammyyy

"Harry." I glare. "Violet." He smirks. - He had those tempting green eyes patched with a smirk and she wore a glare with the sweetest heart. She was his smartass. His darling sunshine. They were both hiding secrets. They both wanted to disappear. When their paths cross one day, they do everything in their power to stay away from each other but somehow they physically couldn't. They craved each other. They needed each other on a deeper level that could be conceived. - "Come on, I'll drive you." He says while picking up his keys. "You don't have to-" "Beep, beep, trains leaving!" He grabs my hand, pulling me with him as my jaw drops. "That was childish." He smirks, "I'm your damn fucking taxi, baby." Staring back at me with a painted smirk, looking me up and down I shove his hips back. "No flirting, be cool." "I physically can't stop." - Harry tries to keep Violet away from the mafia but when she figures it out, Harry will do everything he can to protect her. A new mission sets the boys up to travel to their casinos while robbing competitors. With an enemy hot on their tail, they have to play their cards right or face the consequences. - Highest Rankings #1 in living #4 in gangs #1 in punk #12 in soft Harry #6 in daddy issues MATURE CONTENT

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Rabbit [H.S] cover

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Before The End (One Direction)

"I wasn't addicted to drugs. Yes, I liked using drugs, but to call me an addict would be a false accusation. But then, why can't I stop?" Harry Styles seemingly had everything a 16 year old could ever dream of. He was attractive, famous, rich and part of the biggest boyband in the world. His life outwardly appeared to be a straight line of perfection. Then he met Cory Bleu and things changed. Desperate to escape his childlike boybander persona, Harry allows Cory to take him on a dive headfirst into the dark side of the celebrity world that he's been sheltered from. Without warning he's thrust into a life of lies, scandal, sex, violence and especially drugs. Faced with a growing addiction that he can't seem to stop and the unexpected death of someone incredibly important to him, Harry starts to wonder if he can ever get out of the hole he's buried himself in. Can Harry recognize the consequences of his actions before he hurts everyone he loves? Trigger Warning: Deals with drug abuse, alcoholism, suicide, depression, self harm, sexual abuse, etc.