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Helped me in my darkest hour (Jerrie)

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Reads 23,230
Votes 618
Parts 36
Time 10h 23m

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This is a Jerrie Fanfiction. Little Mix.
Jade is in a dark place. Her boyfriend abuses her and there is only one way for her to get out of this misery: Being saved by her knight in shining armor, which turns out to be Perrie- her very own band member. Jade cannot remember what it feels like to be happy and free- going from countless performances and interviews back into a toxic home. Will the girls notice this ongoing tragedy before it is too late? 

I want to warn you right away: This is a very dark and explicit fic. If you don't feel comfortable reading about topics like rape, domestic violence, suicidal ideation, substance abuse, homophobia, sexual acts, self-harm and psychological disorders, then I advice you not to read this fic in first place. I will also add trigger warnings for every chapter individually, but still this is a very dark fic in general. 

Please forgive me any grammar/spelling mistakes as I will probably end up writing most of this fic at like 2am (and I am not a native speaker either). I would be happy for any comments, suggestions, feedback... I will try to update as much as possible depending on your guys' response and my time!
This will definitely be a slow developing story focusing much on Jade's psyche. But there will be no lack of drama ;)

For now, enjoy this fic. This is my first attempt writing Jerrie fanfiction and I am really excited at how this will be going. 
I do not own any of the pictures included, songs mentioned...All Rights Reserved

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You've Got it Bad by JerrieDuhhh

"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

Fake Love (Jerrie Fanfiction) by fangirlrosie03

"I wish that this could be real. I wish that you and me, we could be real. I wish that we could have everything. But all that we have is... a fake love." A/N: This is my first fanfic... I'm not a writer but I have these ideas and I want to make it a story. I know this will be shit.. so please bare with me. Also, I'm not sure if there's already a story like this somewhere. So if there are similarities with other works, I'm sorry, it's not intentional. 😉 - R xx

The Fighter- (Jerrie Fanfiction) by ben-andjerries

**This the sequel to my other fanfic called "Fearless". Jade and Perrie think now that they're together and the past is firmly behind them that they can finally lead a safe, happy life together. But, of course, it was never going to be plain sailing for 'Jerrie', as we've seen before, luck was never on their side. They'll face problems and struggles that will test not only their career, but their relationship too. Will Jerrie , and, most importantly, will Little Mix survive? Read to find out!

Secret Love Song (Jerrie Fanfiction) by FanFicCrazed5501

(Inspired by Secret Love Song and Secret Love Song Pt. II by Little Mix) Jade and Perrie. Part of a group of friends in school. That's all there is to know. Or, at least, that's what everyone else thinks. There is another thing that no one else knows. Jade and Perrie are together. Jade is so desperate to tell everyone about their relationship, but Perrie is scared of what people will think. What will happen? Will people find out? Will people approve if they did? Would the relationship be strong enough to last?

Only you by sarcastic_lil_fuck

JERRIE! So this is a Jerrie book. Lemme start with Jade. Jade is 15. She gets bullied by the one person she wishes she didnt. Jade is bisexual, smart and pretty. Just go with it. Perrie is 15. She is ths most popular girl in school. She has a big crush on the one person she wishes she didnt. Perrie is lesbian, relatively smart and pretty. What happens when Jade is approached by the leader of the Southside Serpents Beck Oliver? Will she accept the offer to join the gang? Or will she pass? Read to find out. Btw it's gunna have no smut. Just fluff. And only Beck is in it. No other Victorious characters. Enjoy bitches!! Start date: Friday 17th July 2020 Official finish date: Sunday 26th July 2020

Summer love by Sara_971

Perrie, a young 18-year-old girl moves from her little city in England to Brighton for the summer, to take care of a little girl and earn some money before she heads to college next season. Even if at the beggining she misses home, she gets used to live with a new family and ends up really loving it. Also, she meets a girl, Jade, that will change her life forever. But, what will happen when Perrie has to go back home for college? Will she and Jade stay together or will they have to break up and leave their relationship only as a summer romance? - Ps.: I wrote this during the Winter time and then in the Summer I actually went to Ireland as an au pair! And guess what? I actually met a girl and fell in love 🙈 isn't it weird that what I wrote as a made up fanfic ended up happening to me? -

She's Alive?! (Jerrie) by gloriousperrie_

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Survivor - Jerrie Fanfiction ✅ by MonsterInMe26

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You've Got it Bad

"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.