Helped me in my darkest hour (Jerrie)
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  • Reads 23,082
  • Votes 618
  • Parts 36
  • Time 10h 23m
Ongoing, First published Dec 19, 2020
Mature
This is a Jerrie Fanfiction. Little Mix.
Jade is in a dark place. Her boyfriend abuses her and there is only one way for her to get out of this misery: Being saved by her knight in shining armor, which turns out to be Perrie- her very own band member. Jade cannot remember what it feels like to be happy and free- going from countless performances and interviews back into a toxic home. Will the girls notice this ongoing tragedy before it is too late? 

I want to warn you right away: This is a very dark and explicit fic. If you don't feel comfortable reading about topics like rape, domestic violence, suicidal ideation, substance abuse, homophobia, sexual acts, self-harm and psychological disorders, then I advice you not to read this fic in first place. I will also add trigger warnings for every chapter individually, but still this is a very dark fic in general. 

Please forgive me any grammar/spelling mistakes as I will probably end up writing most of this fic at like 2am (and I am not a native speaker either). I would be happy for any comments, suggestions, feedback... I will try to update as much as possible depending on your guys' response and my time!
This will definitely be a slow developing story focusing much on Jade's psyche. But there will be no lack of drama ;)

For now, enjoy this fic. This is my first attempt writing Jerrie fanfiction and I am really excited at how this will be going. 
I do not own any of the pictures included, songs mentioned...
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