Everlasting Ephemeral
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"My skin bleeds blood, but my heart bleeds words." - Vaishnavi.
I write when I am alone and find it hard to deal with my emotions, whenever I feel trapped in the eye of an impetuous storm, and whenever I feel overwhelmed by reality. Writing poems for me is an escape from all sorts of feelings that I feel too inundated by. Some of these poems were written in the darkest moments of my life. They became my light. I hope you feel the same way when you read them.
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Best Rankings:-
# 2/27k in poetrycollection on 18th Oct 2021
# 36/296k in poetry on 24th Nov 2021.
# 48/ 174k in poem on 21st Oct 2021.
# 2/1.7k in bookofpoems on 27th Oct 2021.
# 12/13.5k in poesia on 27th Oct 2021.
# 140/27.1k in night on 29th Dec 2020.
# 321/39.4k in india on 20th Oct 2021.
# 46/6.1k in feminism on 17th June 2021.
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The latest poems are towards the end of the book! Also, guys, if you like my work, please do vote and comment! Thank you xoxo.
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Started: 19th Dec 2020
Finished: 14th Feb 2022
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TW: May contain mentions of self-harm. Discusses death.
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