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Everlasting Ephemeral

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Parts 51
Time 54m

zilch_expectations

[Featured on @WattpadPoetry on 7th October 2021]
[Featured on @StoriesUndiscovered on 1st April 2022]
[Featured again on @WattpadPoetry on 8th April 2022]
[Featured on @Romance on 13th July 2022]
      
      "My skin bleeds blood, but my heart bleeds words." - Vaishnavi.
      
I write when I am alone and find it hard to deal with my emotions, whenever I feel trapped in the eye of an impetuous storm, and whenever I feel overwhelmed by reality. Writing poems for me is an escape from all sorts of feelings that I feel too inundated by. Some of these poems were written in the darkest moments of my life. They became my light. I hope you feel the same way when you read them.
      
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 Best Rankings:-
      # 2/27k in poetrycollection on 18th Oct 2021
      # 36/296k in poetry on  24th Nov 2021.
      # 48/ 174k in poem on 21st Oct 2021.
      # 2/1.7k in bookofpoems on 27th Oct 2021.
      # 12/13.5k in poesia on 27th Oct 2021.
      # 140/27.1k  in night on 29th Dec 2020.
      # 321/39.4k in india on 20th Oct 2021.
      # 46/6.1k in feminism on 17th June 2021.
      
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 The latest poems are towards the end of the book! Also, guys, if you like my work, please do vote and comment! Thank you xoxo.
      
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Started: 19th Dec 2020
Finished: 14th Feb 2022

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 TW: May contain mentions of self-harm. Discusses death.
      
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