A boy who tries incredibly hard to impress his classmates and his crush but never succeeds,He becomes overall depressed and stays at home in bed all weekend writing about his life although he truly wants to forget about his thoughts and life and just run far away from everything and leave it all behind him.He eventually moves to a new city and has to adjust ,he also meets a Jehovah's witness and starts a bible study as he progresses and becomes stabilized in the faith he become overly expectant on god to deliver him from every incident so he becomes dispundant as he realises god won't deliver him from every incident ,did I mention his crush likes another guy ?