Drifting from the worlds of dreaming and sleeping, a boy struggles to control the desires of his body, the desires of his mind, and the desires of his heart. This is a mature story, dealing with themes of depression and addiction, and descriptions of individual sexual activity. Some readers may also be uncomfortable with transphobic and homophobic thoughts expressed by characters in the story. This story is not meant to be erotic fiction. This story belongs in all its parts to me. All attempts to copy, adapt it, etc, are an infringement on my ownership as the author.