You're impossible to find

My name is Lizzie Ruth Benson, but you can call me Liz or Izzy.Whatever works for you.

Me and my bestfriend, Marie Garcia are the same age(24).We both work for a fashion magazine in New York.Every day is the same thing.During our lunch break, we always go to a cafe that's right across from the building called "Bean Machine."

My good friend Eddie Hernandez, who's also dating Marie, works there. We've been friends since we were todlers.

I feel like my parents don't know that I exist anymore, it's always about the money.

You may think that I'm crazy, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we weren't so rich.

I even hate my job! My mother forced me to work here. When will she ever realize that I don't want this anymore?

My dream is to work at a day care. That's what I want, not a fashion magazine. I love children.

My father is forcing me to have an arranged marrige with some other rich guy name Brian Gonzalez.

I didn't want that either! I want to be with someone that I love, but he would always say,"What are you going to do with your life Lizzie? You can't just be forever alone for the rest of your life. I mean, your the one that wants kids, am I right?"

She's right, I do want kids, but not with Brian.

I believe that someday I will find someone for who I am, instead of my money.