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⚠️MENTION OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE⚠️ So this isn't a fanfic about anime like I usually do. I need to rant. And I feel like someone should hear this. This is based on my life and it Islam true, yes that is me on the cover, this is going to mention some deep stuff. Viewer discretion is advised.
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