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Like The Water That Sustains Me

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Reads 15,206
Votes 670
Parts 27
Time 4h 11m

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"To be loved is to gain sustenance. Just like how we have water and food because Buddha loves us. We have air to breathe, we have light to see, cause Buddha loves us. We have support and love from family and friends because they love us. But to love is to sacrifice, without question, without waiting for anything in return"

If he can't be with the older man like that, at least he can serve the man that needs him. Just like the way he needs Khun Tan. 

Like the water that sustains him.



Note:

Hi! Sooo Khun C and Jay is like my favorite cp in the whole novel series and they only got like a few paragraphs here and there but I can't get enough of them. 

So, this is my take on KhunCxJay/ CxJay. I'd love for them to have their own series like legit, but beggars can't be greedy soooo what's the next best thing? Fanfic that's right! So here it is ladies and gents! 

Disclaimer 1: This can be a little heated compared to the original novel since lbr KhunC and Jay are adultsss and they have YEARS of sexual frustration sooo it may happen. And it's a fanfic sooo 

Disclaimer 2: Thank you @Houzini for making this wonderful novel accessible to International Fans, and ofc Chesshire for writing this AMAZINGGGG novel. We fans owe it to you wonderful ladies. Hehe

Okay, on to the story. Enjoy! I hope you like it.All Rights Reserved

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