Diaries of a Broken Blonde

Most of you know me as the quiet girl who always sat in the corner of the room.
The girl who never spoke a word to anyone who tried to talk to her.
The girl who ran away from all her troubles and tried to get someone to love her.
I was that girl and this is my story.

My story was tragic and long. It was full of obstacles and bullies. I was full of pain and anger. I felt like my world was collapsing on me and I couldn't lift the weight off my lungs. I thought so many battles.
I'm not a fictional character or the Next Top Model.

I'm not the one of the popular kids in class who is good at everything.
I was the bait for everyone to use and take advantage of.

Did you ever feel like you just couldn't see anything anymore?
Like your eyes had lost their perceptive of colour?
Like everything was lacking life?
I felt like that.

I know there are so many of you out there who seek help to find happiness.
Either it be from finding true love or simply taking away others happiness in hopes to gain it.

Well i tried all of those things and they simply didn't help me at all.
My advice to you is "don't be the bait because if you want to play the game, you must seek your hook."