Not Dating A Sadist
  • Reads 16
  • Votes 0
  • Parts 5
  • Time 8m
  • Reads 16
  • Votes 0
  • Parts 5
  • Time 8m
Ongoing, First published Dec 20, 2020
What do you get from reading this?

- true-life story
- a conversational style without big smart ass words (because of which I myself often fell asleep with a book in my hands).
- memes and photos to prove the point
- an opportunity to learn from someone else's experience

What do I get from writing this?

- the ability to help others avoid the same mistakes I made and let them learn without getting hurt
- the thrill and satisfaction from writing
- to put on paper some of the most valuable life lessons that I have learned

In short...

I'll just tell you what and how. How to survive in a relationship with a sadist? How to survive even not being in a relationship with a sadist? 
How to identify a manipulator? 
How do you know if a guy has real mental problems? 
How to stop feeling sorry for yourself? 
And more importantly, how to stop feeling sorry for him? 
How to find peace and among the chaos?


And here's another thing to mention: this story is not over, it continues at this very minute while I'm typing it. Sitting in the basement of my parents' house at 9:53 pm on November 20, 2020.
All Rights Reserved
Sign up to add Not Dating A Sadist to your library and receive updates
or
Content Guidelines
You may also like
American Impostor by Criques
8 parts Complete
This is a memoir about my life between 2015 and 2020, where I was part of an international crime ring and my subsequent arrest and imprisonment in a 3rd world country. Here's the synopsis: When I was 27, I started taking American and British University entrance exams for foreign nationals for money. I worked with an agency that paid for my flights, my accommodation, and sent me a forged passport to gain entry to the exams. I was paid a lot per exam. I had an advantage over other test-takers-- English was my native language and I could travel to countries that were inaccessible to others with my American passport. I was able to score perfect on the exams I took, but on some tests like the GRE, I would under-score on purpose to avoid detection. I used the money to travel the world and live the life I'd always dreamed of. I'd never enjoyed my home city of Chicago due to perceptions of my race, and I'd found that I was much happier abroad. I lived and learned about the world and myself in Tokyo, Shanghai, Bangkok, Seoul, Hong Kong, Paris, Berlin, Cairo, Istanbul, and more. Those were the best years of my life. When I was 30, the ACT sent a detective team to hunt me down in Thailand. I was sentenced to 18 months in prison. I started writing this memoir wedged between hot bodies on a makeshift pencil made from rubber bands and lead. We lived in overcrowded prisons where we slept on top of each other, often sharing parasites. The food was just leftover parts of animals that the prison could buy cheaply: pig fat with the bristles still connected, chicken heads and feet. AMERICAN IMPOSTOR is about identity, media, justice, and is completed to its first draft.
Moving In by _CallMe_Crazy
34 parts Complete Mature
Blaze White is the New Girl at the Prep school in her mothers old home town. But her only goal for senior year is to keep a low profile, no friends, no parties and NO boys. Axel may be adored and worshipped by his peer-but he hates people, except 5. So when a beautiful but closed off girl suddenly enters his group. He is not welcoming of the mysterious beauty despite the pull they both feel. •••• WARNING: This was written many moons ago. I have decided to put it back up because of a large request from readers. However, I was a kid when I wrote this so take it with a grain of salt. *** Like a deer in head lights, I freeze and watch as the car comes towards me expecting to get hit. But to my surprise, the car swerves to the side slightly next to me and comes to a stop. I take a deep breath I didn't know I was holding at the driver's side door swings open and a very pissed off Axel steps out. "Thank god," I mumble and place my hands on my knees to catch my breath. "Blaze?" He says and I hate it. I hate how he says my name as if it's his. Like he knows it's the only thing I want to hear, him calling out to me, looking at me, focused to me. It's the first time in my life I wanted someone's attention so badly I didn't care how I got it. And that was too dangerous for me to hold onto. "Are you insane or some shit? I could have killed you!" He says and starts to walk towards me. I take a big breath and step back away from him, "s-stop! Axel," I stutter still panting. It's then he notices the blood on my hands and shirt. "Is that blood?" He asks staring at my shirt and I take another step back. "Stop, stay b-back," I try to say confidently but I can't even breath right. Realizing he won't listen I start to turn around planning to make a break for it. "Don't run from me Blaze it won't go well," he growls reading my thoughts causing me to freeze in my spot. "Do not ever think you can get away from me."
My Life, My Alpha.......My Love by cookielover135
31 parts Complete
"Zachary." I snickered. He growled playfully as I laughed, dodging his attempt to grab me and took off running in a random direction. I ran with Zac right on my heels, until I turned a corner and ran into a hard chest. I prepared myself for a hard fall, when two muscular arms shot out, wrapping around my waist and crushing my body against theirs. "Hello, beautiful." The person said. I looked up to see a handsome boy, probably around seventeen also. His face looked oddly familiar and while trying to figure out why, I froze. His face was inching closer and closer to mine. I could feel his breath wash over my face as his lips was parted, only inches away from my face, eyes closing slightly, when suddenly a fierce growl shot out through the silence, that had my body tingling. In a flash I was out of the mysterious boy's hold and my hand instantly reached out to steady myself. I looked up to see Zac, pinning the boy by his throat, on a nearby wall. "Keep your filthy hands to yourself, she's MINE!!!!"He growled possessively. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My name is Jessica Matthews, i'm 17 and i'm a werewolf..not only that but the alpha's daughter.My life was perfect, i had an amazing family which consisted of my parents, my older brother Jared and I, I had a wonderful bestfriend, Stacey and, even though he wasn't my mate, a perfect boyfriend, Dylan, or at least i thought so, until one night he does something unforgivable and my mate waltzes in as my knight in shining armor. But what happens when Dylan won't let me go so easily and insists that i'm his. It also does nothing to help the fact that my mate is possessive and won't let anyone have what's his. Follow me on this journey of love, lust, hurt and betrayal...and hopefully...A HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!
The accomplishment of light  by JaneDoeDo
95 parts Complete Mature
#######READERS BEWARE!####### THIS BOOK CONTAINS *Graphic sexual scenes *Death *Gore *possible Abuse *Triggering behaviour and bad language. ############################### What do you do when you lose the love of your life? How do you act? How can you continue on? But what if when she died she took your humanity with her? What if you have the ability to blow up the earth and still continue to live on? Life's a funny thing, the smallest of moments changed my world, taking it and turning it up side down, throwing me against a wall and shitting on my face. That's how it felt the moment she took her last breath in my arms. My world losing all light, taking all the humanity I had within me. Now I had one mission and one mission alone. I was going to give all my power to the witches and use my weaknesses to kill myself. What will happen to the world now that she's gone? How will he cope of continue on? How can he ever get over it? Will it really cost the earth and everyone on it to ease his pain and struggle. Find out in @the accomplishment of light today for free! My Characters live in a made up world in my head where they either kill or be killed. Life is not easy for them, nor will it ever will be. Iv added an extra twist to this story, taking us down an entirely new route from the normal werewolf story, please give it a chance and if you hate it I'm sorry you do, just know it's just a tiny part of the story and it adds another dimension to my work. Again thanks you for all the support and love. I love to hear from you all, and I can't wait to hear what you think of what happens next.
You may also like
Slide 1 of 10
Trash Book of Extra. cover
American Impostor cover
Unstoppable cover
Moving In cover
Auras cover
Kidnapped By My Best Friend cover
My Life, My Alpha.......My Love cover
Devils Rebels (MC) cover
The accomplishment of light  cover
"The Don between the covers" |18+| (Book3 - Mafia in love) - UNEDITED cover

Trash Book of Extra.

85 parts Complete

Warning: I am a weirdo. This will contain some thoughts of mine, some poems, some deep shit, some thoughts I have as I go through the journey of self-exploration, lmao. Some chapters may be seen as too controversial but whatever you know. I mean, reading this is your choice. You don't have to. I mean, I'd like you all to read every chapter but it's not a story book so you may skip some chapters you don't like and read the ones that you do like. P.S. I do not deny that my thoughts are somewhat influenced by my environment and experiences. Also, this is the real me. Some people think I'm quiet and cold-hearted but on the inside I'm actually a big softie with feelings. To be honest, it's kinda my fault since I hate revealing my emotions to other people or even asking for help until I have to. And even then, I start hating myself for being such a weakling. That is a major character flaw of mine that I must overcome!