Secretly Desiring You
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Last published Fri, Jun 11, 2021
He was feared and admired at the same time, no one dares to mess up with him, and those who try are unlucky. His name can make anyone shiver because he's not just your typical bad boy except he can kill without hesitation and a man-held power. And love for him was understandable and never reasonable.
She was weak and abused by her father, she learns to embrace the darkness and emptiness of her life. Her father uses her for his dirty works, and never had mercy when abusing her, not just physically but mentally. She never knew what's the real meaning of happiness and laughter because she never feels it.
But what if their worlds accidentally collided. Will they embrace each
other's darkness or cause more pain for each other?
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