No More Pretending

I saw him in school everyday and I secretly admired his curls. The way the went perfectly with his piercing blue eyes and now I was his pretend girlfriend? If only it was real he didn't know how his hand holding and little kisses drove me insane, but the girl that he was actually afterward was all he ever wanted. What could I be now? What happens when he's done pretending? Will I be able to just stay friends without the cuddling and laughs... I have no clue.