Fake fine

TW: eating disorder and suicide

"How the hell you you understand?!" Shawn said, almost whispered "You can't tell me you've felt this and gotten out of it how the fuck could anyone get out THIS?" You could hear the hurt in his voice. I took a deep breath and said "I've been through so much more than you know, YOU were gone, you left when I was already vulnerable and you knew that, then you just stopped contacting me completely and everything got so fucked up after that an-" then I just couldn't take it and fell to my knees sobbing, within seconds Shawn had wrapped his arms around me, he was without a doubt confused, he knew she wasn't great when he left, but what happened afterwards? Was it his fault? Did she go back to what she used to do?! But he quickly removed that thought from his brain because he could NEVER live with himself if he caused this.