Lukes POV Sadness. I never really knew what that meant until now. I mean everyone has been sad, but I mean intense, heart breaking sadness. I never thought that feelings like this were possible. I guess this is how she felt everyday. She told me that, and I always told her it would ok and she would be happy someday. But I never really understood. She used to tell me that I didn't understand. That I didn't know how she felt. Now that I do I wish she never had to have felt this way. I wish that she never had to endure this intense pain. I wish I could take it all back and try again. Try harder. Keep her here with me. Never let her go. I just want her back. I guess this is all probably very confusing to you. Let me explain...