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I don't wanna lose control |~l.S.|

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Reads 5,602
Votes 257
Parts 43
Time 1h 11m

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boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

How are you feeling, Harry?", I spoke softly.

"Good how bout you?", he whispered and I could see he was lying.

Triggerwarning: Depression, self-harm, suicide attempt

Contains non detailed Age regression as trauma copingCreative Commons (CC) Attribution

boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

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Can't You See? (Boyxboy) by Denhammadison

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)

don't look at me. by covenlouis

"louis don't fucking look his way ever again." ha, since when has louis ever done what he was told? long story short, harry is a freshman in high school and louis is a who-the-fuck-knows-how-many-times-he's-stayed-back senior, and yet they find themselves infatuated with each other. ps this is a larry fic if that wasn't clear and the lowercase is intended.

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Zayn is depressed and tries to hide it. But what will happen if someone finds out his secret? Will he make it worse, or just better? or the one where Zayn cuts himself and Liam finds out and wants to help him, but that's more difficult than he thought... contains: self-harm, slight mention/thoughts of an eating disorder, boyxboy, curse words, anti-LGBTQ+ thoughts if you don't like any of these, please don't read! #5 - ziam (07-04-2020) #1 - ziam (17-06-2020) #304 - larrystylinson (17-09-2020) #396 - zaynmalik (17-09-2020) #857- onedirection (17-09-2020)

Finding Love In Unexpected Places // Ziam by nightchangesmalik

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at last (h.s. + l.t.) (boyxboy) by mullingrr

Two boys meet by coincidence and improve one another's lives forever. Harry had always been wide eyes and dimply smiles. Louis, however, had always been fixed on something more indescribable. Harry had been innocent, kind and very optimistic. Louis could see a flower and only think of how long it could survive before dehydration. Harry had a deep love for the world, despite the aching pain in his chest from his mother. Louis hadn't ever met anyone so remarkable. And Harry could say the same about his Louis. {Warning; some strong language, descriptive scenes, mention of self harm, suicide and drug use. All rights go to @mullingrr, any copying or redistribution of this story will be fraud and legal action will be taken. Copyright 2014 @mullingrr.}

Shit, maybe I miss you//Larry Stylinson by mmmaarrrii000

Louis loves to tease Harry and make him feel uncomfortable. But what if they somehow develop feelings for each other, but there is a problem - they have to keep their relationship a secret, because... --- "You like playing with me, don't you?" He puts his hands on my knees and gives me a little squeeze. That sends electricity through my whole body and I can't move, can't talk, can't breathe. I am totally under his influence. "But this time, I own the rules," his smirk is even wider and he doesn't wait any second and leans in. He presses his soft pink lips on mine. I am taken away by his action that I don't know what to do, but my lips certainly do. They start moving in sync with Louis'.

Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

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