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I don't wanna lose control |~l.S.|

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Parts 43
Time 1h 11m

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boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

How are you feeling, Harry?", I spoke softly.

"Good how bout you?", he whispered and I could see he was lying.

Triggerwarning: Depression, self-harm, suicide attempt

Contains non detailed Age regression as trauma copingCreative Commons (CC) Attribution

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