I don't wanna lose control |~l.S.| - ~KAYA KAY - Wattpad

I don't wanna lose control |~l.S.|

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Votes 257
Parts 43
Time 1h 11m

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boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

How are you feeling, Harry?", I spoke softly.

"Good how bout you?", he whispered and I could see he was lying.

Triggerwarning: Depression, self-harm, suicide attempt

Contains non detailed Age regression as trauma copingCreative Commons (CC) Attribution

boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

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Under Coloured Trees || Larry Stylinson by mrtambourineman

[COMPLETED] "I don't believe that you exist but there's a wonderful fragrance in the air" For Louis, going to university was an escape. An escape from the shadows and the deafening noise that haunts his nightmares. An escape from the past. What he wasn't expecting to find there was a mirror in the shape of sparkly green. He wasn't expecting to find a way out of himself. Harry never thought that those things that make you lose control and let go of the guilt could be those that he longed for the most. Neither of them was expecting to be saved... *** TW: mentions of death, self harm and mentions of suicide (NOT descriptive) *** Playlist for Under Coloured Trees: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5XfAxKisGHFWJMx2KsDUMY?si=eyRcnBg7TLGg31RHGHd2Qg&utm_source=copy-link ...or "Under Coloured Trees" by A Bell Jar Finished April 2022 YOU CAN ALSO FIND ME AND THIS STORY ON AO3 :)

Can't You See? (Boyxboy) by Denhammadison

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)

New Life by maddslhorn_x

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Shut up, soulmate! by itstilliswhatitis

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Shit, maybe I miss you//Larry Stylinson by mmmaarrrii000

Louis loves to tease Harry and make him feel uncomfortable. But what if they somehow develop feelings for each other, but there is a problem - they have to keep their relationship a secret, because... --- "You like playing with me, don't you?" He puts his hands on my knees and gives me a little squeeze. That sends electricity through my whole body and I can't move, can't talk, can't breathe. I am totally under his influence. "But this time, I own the rules," his smirk is even wider and he doesn't wait any second and leans in. He presses his soft pink lips on mine. I am taken away by his action that I don't know what to do, but my lips certainly do. They start moving in sync with Louis'.

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