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I don't wanna lose control |~l.S.|

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Parts 43
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Reads 5,388
Votes 257
Parts 43
Time 1h 11m

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boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

How are you feeling, Harry?", I spoke softly.

"Good how bout you?", he whispered and I could see he was lying.

Triggerwarning: Depression, self-harm, suicide attempt

Contains non detailed Age regression as trauma copingCreative Commons (CC) Attribution

boyxboy directioner drama fanfiction fluff harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbtq liampayne louistomlinson love niallhoran niam niamhorayne onedirection romance sad sadstory zaynmalik ziam ziammayne zigi

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