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How Do I Say I Love You?

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Time 4h 18m

baku deku ily trauma

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Bakugo wanted to be alone. No matter what he did on his own, someone was always right behind him as though he were some reckless little kid. He didn't want to be pitied when he was dealing with a problem.

Deku especially did this. 

Even though they both experienced the worst imaginable things, Bakugo always pushed Deku away when he even hinted at helping him. He needed to keep these things in. Hide them away.

After Bakugo gains new fears and a forgotten pain rises out of the dark, who will he turn to? How will he be able to overcome it?

How can he react to the issues of teenage years?

⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️
-slight self harm
-more sensitive stuff at the beginning
-PTSD kinda
-gore

Sorry if its too gorey and smutty, but thats what my brain told me to write. If its too much, I'd advise to not read it.

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This is in the middle of revision so if you see a green heart in the chapter title, it has been revised. If you see an orange heart, it is in the middle of revision. For new readers, i advise that you only read until a chapter with an orange heart in the title.

THE COVER IS NOT MY ART! 

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$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!

Voice [Midoriya x reader] by JouHeidi17

Deku is a hero who is of course loved by everyone. He helps regardless of the situation. But what if one day which seems like any other day, he sees a woman in the crowd. The woman looked so out of place and even more important she looked scared and hurt. How can Deku find out what had happened to you when you were unable to talk, too scared to trust anyone and too traumatized to live a normal life? ▪︎ ▪︎ ▪︎ I had the idea for this fic under the shower but I still wanted to write it. I apologize for the terrible grammar, English is not my first language so please be patient with me. ▪︎ ▪︎ ▪︎ ⚠️Trigger warning This fic contains heavier topics.Things like PTSD and some serious trauma appear so be warned. I'm not sure yet how graphic I will get, but still if you feel uncomfortable with anything like torture and similar, don't read.

Time Changes Us (DekuBaku) by Kilanna2016

Disclaimers I do not own nor claim to own either the characters or the world of MHA, the same is said to be true for any and all artwork, I downloaded them from google. I did do some light Photoshop work on the cover but nothing I could really brag about. Warnings ANGST, major character death and pain. This story will hurt to read and even though I am a fan and supporter of happy endings you are just going to have to read to find out how I will manage that. DEKU is going to DIE. You have all been warned. Summary; At the age of 23 the heroes Deku and Dynamight are on a mission together when feelings come out, messy and sloppy, terrible confessions later hurt and angry they turn away because of their inability to communicate with each other. It goes so far that Deku can not even bring himself to call him Kacchan any more, now calling him Bakugo much to the confusion and concern of their friends and coworkers. Everything changes though when as usual Deku doesn't think and moves, his need to save Kacchan, his Kacchan, driving any and all other thoughts from him, he dies in Bakugo's arms. Hours passed but Bakugo can't move from that spot, on his knees he just holds Deku's limp, lifeless body in his arms. Deku's last words repeating themselves over and over in his head. Tear tracks could be seen by anyone who dared to look at the broken hero in his grief. Suddenly time seems to stop, when he looks up he sees rain floating as if frozen in time, a woman shrouded in a green hood stands in front of him, most of her face covered by her hood, he could only see her mouth and chin. "Do we have a deal, Hero?" She asked her voice closer to bells than that of a woman's. "I have a condition, I can't ever see him die again. Give me his injury and let him live," Bakugo's words hung in the air and a clap of thunder rang in air when before there was none, there was now a flash of lightning above them, also frozen in place. "Deal."

Dead Boys (BakuDeku) by lyzard_fan_fics

It's gonna be angsty bois. Sorry. Also told from Katsuki's pov, which is kind of new for me. Also, no quirks! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We close our eyes, blind our pain Nobody ever could explain All the dead boys in our hometown Katsuki Bakugou moved from his home town when he was ten. He was ten when he moved, so he didn't exactly have anyway to keep in contact with his 'friends'. Eventually they all just seemed to fade into an empty memory. Except for one boy. He couldn't quite remember his name, but he remembered his unruly green hair and obnoxious freckles. Katsuki had no clue why this boy in particular stood out to him, but he was determined to find him again and get to the bottom of it. Now that he was seventeen and moving back to that same little town he grew up in, he can actually seek out the boy. But the boy doesn't seem to want to be found, at least not by Katsuki. Every time the blond thinks he's about to catch him, the boy slips through his grasp. With Katsuki's nonstop searching... will he like what he finds? ******Trigger Warnings****** Heavy bullying Mentions of self harm Mentions of suicide I think that's it but if anything else comes up I'll add to the list. There will also be warnings at the top of chapters that contain triggers. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHHH I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK.

It's So Good To Be Bad Villain Izuku AU by Yesimdisgusting

Izuku has been bullied since a young age such as beating to a pulp, almost rape by his classmates because of his cute little face been abandon by his childhood friend katsuki been told by his hero he cant be a hero unless you have a quirk Growing up without a father leading him weak and defenceless not knowing how to fight is one of the reasons which leads to his bullying His mind wasn't thinking straight his classmates tells him he should die he wasn't good enough that was stuck in his head over and over again that makes it a mantra a nightmare. everytime he awakes and asleep thats always in his mind like hell even his teachers "useless! " "a hero without a quirk dream on!! " "shity deku! you think you can surpass me!? " "oh! you mean midoriya? he can die like i care! " At the 13 of age a new school begins Another day another year izuku lowered his head down while walking towards his school he knows all of those nasty comments he doesn't even care anymore since its always like that ever since he was announce a quirkless He raise his head up only to notice a rusty old gem laying in a shop it looks ugly its true but in the end he buys it anyways but unknown to him that this little gem will change his mind and soul and also fate and future forever ******BOOK ABANDON******* i will follow some plot from boku no hero academia and also it might change after all fate can change and also destiny p. s this includes *gore *sexual content ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) *wrong spelling and Grammar *etc. *i don't own any of this pictures those are belong to their rightful owner

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Broken Mask by IdkyIamher

Deku got tired of hiding all of his emotions under a mask. Tired of keeping a smile on his face despite being constantly beaten up and ridiculed. He'd kept his mask up for so long that it was fragile as glass. The day it broke was a tragic one for his old "friend" and mother, but became a beautiful opportunity for him. The villains saved him. The villains were his family. The villains helped him put on a different mask. He was getting back at all the people who'd ridiculed him... or was he? I'll try to put trigger warnings on specific chapters, but here are some general triggers that will be in most/all of them: strong language(mainly just cussing), attempted suicide/suicide mention, depressed thoughts/actions Cover art: credit to BlueWolfArtista on deviantart! I will eventually try to make my own cover, but for now I'm using his. If you know that he doesn't want me to use his art, message/comment it and I will gladly take it down. I don't want to have it there if he's uncomfortable with it.

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