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How Do I Say I Love You?

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baku deku ily trauma

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Bakugo wanted to be alone. No matter what he did on his own, someone was always right behind him as though he were some reckless little kid. He didn't want to be pitied when he was dealing with a problem.

Deku especially did this. 

Even though they both experienced the worst imaginable things, Bakugo always pushed Deku away when he even hinted at helping him. He needed to keep these things in. Hide them away.

After Bakugo gains new fears and a forgotten pain rises out of the dark, who will he turn to? How will he be able to overcome it?

How can he react to the issues of teenage years?

⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️
-slight self harm
-more sensitive stuff at the beginning
-PTSD kinda
-gore

Sorry if its too gorey and smutty, but thats what my brain told me to write. If its too much, I'd advise to not read it.

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This is in the middle of revision so if you see a green heart in the chapter title, it has been revised. If you see an orange heart, it is in the middle of revision. For new readers, i advise that you only read until a chapter with an orange heart in the title.

THE COVER IS NOT MY ART! 

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Dead Boys (BakuDeku) by lyzard_fan_fics

It's gonna be angsty bois. Sorry. Also told from Katsuki's pov, which is kind of new for me. Also, no quirks! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We close our eyes, blind our pain Nobody ever could explain All the dead boys in our hometown Katsuki Bakugou moved from his home town when he was ten. He was ten when he moved, so he didn't exactly have anyway to keep in contact with his 'friends'. Eventually they all just seemed to fade into an empty memory. Except for one boy. He couldn't quite remember his name, but he remembered his unruly green hair and obnoxious freckles. Katsuki had no clue why this boy in particular stood out to him, but he was determined to find him again and get to the bottom of it. Now that he was seventeen and moving back to that same little town he grew up in, he can actually seek out the boy. But the boy doesn't seem to want to be found, at least not by Katsuki. Every time the blond thinks he's about to catch him, the boy slips through his grasp. With Katsuki's nonstop searching... will he like what he finds? ******Trigger Warnings****** Heavy bullying Mentions of self harm Mentions of suicide I think that's it but if anything else comes up I'll add to the list. There will also be warnings at the top of chapters that contain triggers. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHHH I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK.

A Friendship Carol by Fairy_Fever

Bakugo had always been the best. That twerp Deku has always been the worst. That's just the way things were, and Bakugo liked it that way! Then suddenly that all changed, and the blond could not stand it!! Desperate to make the green-haired boy suffer he hatches a plan unbefitting of a hero-in-training. "I'll fix that attitude of his, fucking Deku. Come next week everyone will know his secret..." He never expected that a late friend would show up in the middle of the night to stop him. In a last ditch effort to put Bakugo back on the heroic path, this friend sends him three spirits to remind him what friendship really is!!! ⚠️ Themes of death and murder ⚠️ ⚠️ Same sex relationships ⚠️ ⚠️ Based on A Christmas Carol ⚠️ If those bother you than don't read, it's that simple. (#1 for achristmascarol 9-7-2020) (#1 for honorifics 6-20-2021) *****I DON'T OWN BNHA/MHA NOR DO I CLAIM TO OWN ANY IMAGES INVOLVED IN THIS STORY, UNLESS STATED OTHERWISE AT A LATER DATE! ALL I OWN IS MY WRITING***** ~original bio~ Bakugo, a third year at UA has found himself and Deku in a state of one-sided hatred. He's desperate to make the green-haired boy suffer. But a late friend as other plans. In a last ditch effort to foil the ash-blond's plans and put him back on the heroic path, this friend has sent him three spirits to remind him what friendship really is.

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

⚠️Warnings⚠️ *Angst *Swearing *Death *Depression *Cutting If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned. Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks. Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous? Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color. One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways. 'I can't let it happen! I can't-' "KIRISHIMA!" Check out my other stories :> HolyNoodlesNBacon Cover doesn't belong to me Credit goes to taichichuwhat.tumblr

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

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