How Do I Say I Love You?
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Bakugo wanted to be alone. No matter what he did on his own, someone was always right behind him as though he were some reckless little kid. He didn't want to be pitied when he was dealing with a problem.
Deku especially did this.
Even though they both experienced the worst imaginable things, Bakugo always pushed Deku away when he even hinted at helping him. He needed to keep these things in. Hide them away.
After Bakugo gains new fears and a forgotten pain rises out of the dark, who will he turn to? How will he be able to overcome it?
How can he react to the issues of teenage years?
⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️
-slight self harm
-more sensitive stuff at the beginning
-PTSD kinda
-gore
Sorry if its too gorey and smutty, but thats what my brain told me to write. If its too much, I'd advise to not read it.
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This is in the middle of revision so if you see a green heart in the chapter title, it has been revised. If you see an orange heart, it is in the middle of revision. For new readers, i advise that you only read until a chapter with an orange heart in the title.
THE COVER IS NOT MY ART!
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