Paroxysm
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Last published Fri, Jan 1, 2021
"Saying it out loud felt like both a blessing and a curse. On one hand, it felt like a weight he didn't know he'd been carrying had been lifted from him. On the other hand, saying it out loud made it real. And 'real' didn't feel as good as it should have."
Katsuki had always been sure of one thing; he was going to become the number one hero. His ambitions never changed as the years went by. Other things, however, seemed to twist and turn out of his control. When Katsuki's health begins getting in the way of his hero training, he begins to lose hope. How can he become number one if he can't even control his own body?
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