What it feels like to be dead

Anyx has been questioning their identity since they arrived at Hogwarts. They have a girlfriend who believes they're a cis lesbian.

Even without the extra emotional baggage of holding their secret in for so long, school is still a complete hellhole. And Hogwarts isn't the most accepting place.

Anyx just wants to get through schooling, keep their friends and girlfriend in their life, and avoid Mick Kearney. Is this too much to ask?