my book of boredom

as the name says, this is my book of boredom, i write here occasionally, and help out, im a great writer and reader, though i prefer to stay away and not talk to much people....allow me to apologize, english isn't my first language, spanish is, though i've recently forgotten all about my spanish since i've been practicing english so much. so i apologize for any bad grammar mistakes or mispronunciations. now please enjoy the book. (the book may contain depression or self harm. please be advised before reading and read the warnings in the future. thank you uwu)