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(Y/n), a depressed 19-year-old that can't find a reason to live... (Just like me...) But when she bumps into a strange dirty blonde haired boy. What will happen next? Will (Y/n) find her reason to live? or will death's temptations give into her? read to find out!
Under slow updates... Sorry motivation is a bitch and I am always super busy... but I hope that you will enjoy it!
TW: Suicidal thoughts and actions, lots of self-harm, depression (DUH), anxiety, stress.
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