✷𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘅 𝗟 𝗟𝗮𝘄𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘁 𝘅 𝗥𝗲𝗶𝗷𝗶 𝗡𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗸𝗮𝘄𝗮✷ You married at the young age of 18 to a very successful and well-liked business man, Reiji Namikawa. You knew how you two came together wasn't right and you'd always blamed that on your constant need for something else. That feeling had you fall into an affair with L Lawliet. The two couldn't be more unlike. The gentle, shy, cunning L was vastly different than the rough, demanding Namikawa. Pursuing a relationship with both of them again wasn't the right thing to do but you could never seem to get anything correct. And so, with that, you lose yourself in the pleasure and trophy cases of both men. ⚠️𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴⚠️ contains- -spoilers -mature language -smut -rape/non-con -underage relationship -angst