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Even Sunflowers Wilt

Alexis_Rainbow112

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Alexis_Rainbow112

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"It pains me to know how many people float around, smiling while they feel like crying. It pains me to know that the strongest people became that way because they HAD to. That the "weakest" people just haven't had to get off their knees with blood streaming down their legs, tears in their eyes and the entire world pushing down on their tiny, fragile shoulders."

"Is that why you're here with me today, Nick?" Morgan asks me, one leg sitting over the other, her pen tapping on her notebook. 

"No. Well, yes. I'm here because my mom is worried I don't work on myself enough. But the reason I'm alive is because of this, yes." I answer.

Mature Content 13+ Talk of suicide, depression, and anxiety thorughout.All Rights Reserved

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