"...the desire to care less about things - to loosen your grip on your life, to stop glancing behind you every few steps, afraid that someone will snatch it from you..." Nicholas Baxter Potter, also known as Bandit, is a nervous wreck whose only desires are to be a good person and to be trusted, liked, loved. They love their brother and their family more than anything in the world. They know that their family love them too but, they often have their doubts. They know they aren't perfect, they think they're much farther from it than they are. They attempt to believe people who tell them they love them. They try to accept themself. There are ups and downs, highs and lows, bad events and fantastic events. Nick learns, loves and lives.