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Happiness Is(n't) In The Having

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It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?All Rights Reserved

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Let Me Keep You by Nayeliq1

The choice had been easy. It hadn't even been a choice, really. He had everything planned out in his head, the materials he'd need, the words he had to learn, the silent goodbyes he had to say. Everything had gone according to plan, the candles placed in a circle throwing their flickering light on the walls of his room at the bunker, illuminating the marks that had appeared on his body as he recited the words, marking him as a soul worthy and willing to sacrifice its light for the life of many. He had not planned for the door to burst open suddenly, pushed so forcefully it slammed against the wall, the rush of air blowing out some of the nearer candles and bathing the corners in darkness. He hadn't planned for Dean to stand in the doorway, his expression a mixture of worry, disbelief and anger. He hadn't planned for his heart to constrict quite so painfully at the sight of those green eyes staring at him, so hurt as they took in Cas' surroundings, so desperate and accusatory as they met Cas' own. ~oOo~ Or the one where Dean and Cas are self-sacrificing idiots, forcing them to finally use their words and admit some truths.

I want to live. I want to love. I think I am ready. by FirebreathingReader

Dean Winchester is finally free and can finally live his own life. Write his own story. And yet, he is nowhere near being happy. On the contrary, he is feeling worse than he has ever felt before. Learning that the one thing that Dean has dreamed about for years, the one thing that could make him truly happy, was always within reach for him - has left him more broken than he has ever been before. The moment he learned this, was both the happiest moment in his life. But also the most heartbreaking. Dean's one wish in life has always been to be loved back the way he loves his family. Being loved back the same way he has loved Castiel for the last decade. And now he can have that. He can have Cas. He only needs to save his angel first. * * * * * * Season 15 fix it fanfic (in which the cursed finale doesn't exist at all). [I do not own any of the main characters] words: 40k AN: Can also be found on ao3 under the same username: @/FirebreathingReader. (please excuse the shitty cover, I can't edit shit if my life depended on it, but please don't repost) (*English is not my first language, so I apologize for any typos*)

Morning, Teach. by TakeMyWholeLifeToo

All credit goes to dreamoflight on An Archive of Our Own. "So, how was your first day of school?", he asks in this typical superior parent-y voice and Dean rolls his eyes at him, slumping down in the chair and opening a can of beer and taking a huge gulp. "I fucked this one guy on Friday night", he says and Sam drops the knife he had been holding. "Dude... seriously?!" "Sam. You're gonna like this. Promise." Sam frowns, picking up the knife again and continues cutting onions, shrugging his shoulders in defeat. "Now guess who's my new art teacher?"

The Simple Things ~Destiel~ by LaurenABlack

A Destiel Story Now that things have calmed down, and there isn't an apocalypse hanging over their heads, Castiel has decided to learn more about humanity, and the "Simple things in life." But, of course, he can't do this alone. And who better to go with him then his favorite human? A Destiel Fanfic with no feels- WOOHOO! Disclaimer: Supernatural does not belong to me, I do not own any of its characters or its locations, etc.

Destiel High School some Sabriel by Supernatural1806

John and chuck where really good friends back in the day but there relationship went down then a new friend and girl came in and broke there relationship piece by piece. They both didn't like John or chuck. The girl became chuck's girlfriend and the boy became chuck's friend. After 3 months of there relationship the boy and girl made out. The boy said he saw John make out with her. The boy and the girl lied to him and broke John and chuck's relationship. Chuck was to broken to talk to John and stopped talking to him. John never found out why his friend just left him. It contains self harm in one part I will have a warning same with the nsfw stuff too. The nsfw part is up now💗it me drawing in the book photo💗hope you guys like the story💗

Anthem of the Angels by TheQuietHufflepuff

Sam and Castiel are determined to rescue Dean from the grips of an angel, and won't rest until he is home safe. But the angel is more of a problem than they realized. He wants his way, and will do whatever it takes to get it. A high and lofty angel isn't their only problem though. The one above all shows his true colors when he doesn't get his way, and it's a fight the Winchesters and their angel have to fight tooth and nail to win. Will they succeed or will He win in the end? [Sunday uploads (~4 PM MST)] *I don't own Supernatural. All credit goes to Eric Kripke. I only own my version of Castiel.*

THE SAVED AND THE SAVIORS by xoxobunnyxx

~Wherever you are, wherever you go, may your Guardian Angel always be with you.~ For Sam and Dean Winchester, flirting with danger has never been an issue. It's part of the job description. But what happens when Dean and Sam's hearts start to realize that falling in love with someone isn't a weakness after all? Even if it means letting a more vulnerable side reveal itself, perhaps that's just what the boys need. Trigger Warnings include: Depressive thoughts, emotions, and actions. Blood and Alcohol. Started: February 18, 2020 Completed: March 17, 2020 Based on the Supernatural TV series on CW and Netflix. THE STORYLINE IS MINE. I HAVE ALTERED EVENTS TO FIT MY STORY-any spoilers up to season 8. Five characters I have created and belong to me, not to the Supernatural series. Do not steal or replace them. Thank you.

Bound by Nayeliq1

Dean could still hear it, even now that they had been back for a few weeks. He could see the horror on Cas' face, the panic. He could hear the pain in his voice, recalled how it had twisted and turned in the depths of his eyes and contorted his features. He could still feel his own body go numb with hurt and shame, only to come alive with pain and dread once Cas told him about it. He hadn't been able to say it. He'd finally been ready to say it. But he didn't. Couldn't. Cas had begged him. Had begged him not to. "Dean. Please, if you're about to say what I think you are- please. Please, you can't-" Dean had waited so long to be able to say it, had fought and denied and swallowed those words, those feelings so many times. Now that he was ready to let them go, they weighed heavily on his heart, demanding to be set free and fly. Kept inside, they seemed to settle in his chest, pulling him down. "Don't", Cas had begged, something inside Dean shattering, coldness spreading, closing around his heart like a fist. "Please, don't." ~oOo~ Or the one where Cas tells Dean about the Empty-Deal after his Purgatory Prayer and everything hurts until it doesn't.

THE ELEVENTH HOUR [Castiel x F!Reader] by kl4us4

PART ONE [COMPLETED] There's so much uncertainty in your life. Why won't any demons make a deal? What is Sam up to and why won't he return your calls? What's that ringing in your head? The only thing you are certain of is that Dean is dead. He died three months ago. And you're certain that you're going to spend your entire life missing and loving him. Until he comes back himself, bringing a heavenly bring with him. [Set in Season 4-5] [Uses second person, F!Y/N)

I'll Come Back To You by LaurenABlack

Cas has been taken to the Empty, and away from everyone he loves. But this angel is not going to go down without a fight. With the help of a few friends, and a few former enemies, can Cas make it back to his family? And how will his family react to the friends he's made along the way? Some Destiel, Some Sabriel, Some insanity. Supernatural does not belong to me, nor do its characters, settings, or other stuff.

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Let Me Keep You

The choice had been easy. It hadn't even been a choice, really. He had everything planned out in his head, the materials he'd need, the words he had to learn, the silent goodbyes he had to say. Everything had gone according to plan, the candles placed in a circle throwing their flickering light on the walls of his room at the bunker, illuminating the marks that had appeared on his body as he recited the words, marking him as a soul worthy and willing to sacrifice its light for the life of many. He had not planned for the door to burst open suddenly, pushed so forcefully it slammed against the wall, the rush of air blowing out some of the nearer candles and bathing the corners in darkness. He hadn't planned for Dean to stand in the doorway, his expression a mixture of worry, disbelief and anger. He hadn't planned for his heart to constrict quite so painfully at the sight of those green eyes staring at him, so hurt as they took in Cas' surroundings, so desperate and accusatory as they met Cas' own. ~oOo~ Or the one where Dean and Cas are self-sacrificing idiots, forcing them to finally use their words and admit some truths.