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Holding C.H

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Reads 2,920
Votes 183
Parts 10
Time 34m

Sequel to: Falling A.I

When you try everything to safe the person you love, you don't realise you are losing yourself in the process.

▪︎A Cashton  Fanfiction 

TRIGGER WARNING: 
mention of suicidal thoughts, depression, selfharm, bodydismorphia, selfhate, eating disorders, substance abuse (excessive smoking, alcohol).
Please don't read if you are not in the mental state for it, this is a sad storyAll Rights Reserved

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notice • lashton by urlashton

Ashton always felt that something wasn't right in Luke's relationship. Everybody thought it sounded crazy, until it didn't. Or when Ashton started to notice the little things, while Luke was secretly falling apart. [lashton with a side of malum] SEQUEL: Veracity ((ongoing)) started - 03/03/22 finished - 05/05/22 Rankings {ty<3} #1 in lashton #2 in malum #4 in 5sosfanfic #2 in ashtonirwin #2 michaelclifford

Lie To Me » ot4 by afibloom

Luke being arrested for the possession of drugs made Michael believe that he would never be surprised by his boyfriend's secrets ever again. But the reality of it was, was that it was only the beginning of all the secrets and lies. Everything soon gets revealed out into the open for those involved to see. Add the drug lords Ashton and Calum to the mix, and things start getting even messier. --- "If you loved me you wouldn't of lied to me." "I lied to you because I love you." --- -5sos calm/ot4- -Complete- -Still posting one shots of the characters!-

Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC by danyulaintonfiyah

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

I Wish You Liked Boys // cashton by gothboi5sos

The flowers that grew inside of Calum's body were beautiful petals of gentle lilac and playful gold, but he couldn't breathe with them inside his lungs. There was two solutions: make his lover reciprocate his feelings or to cut the plants out of his body and forget about that person forever, and there was no way in hell he would want to forget him so it left him with just one choice. The problem was Ashton wasn't gay, so what could he do?

Screwed by DeeBee_is_not_cool

C.T.H FANFIC ***sequel coming soon*** - - - When it came to certain things, Calum could be heartless. He rarely considered anyone but himself. No one ever thought of him, why should he be the nice guy? Molly thought of everyone before herself. She made a mental habit of putting herself last, just like everyone else. The two were obviously destined to meet, that is how these things work out, right? That's what they both told themselves. Angry boy meets nice girl, but the question is, does anyone really change?

Liar Liar | Lashton by prettyboymalum

Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made. Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes. Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him? - • Started - September 22nd, 2014 • • Finished - June 23rd, 2015 • - ** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **

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The Setup » [lashton] √ by boomercal

Calum tells Luke he has a friend he wants to set him up with. He tells Ashton he has a friend he'd like him to meet. He neglects to tell Luke Ashton's straight, and so Luke persues. Nothing bad could come of that right? OR ❝The one where Calum has the best intentions setting Luke and Ashton up except someone should have told Ashton he was being set up and that he's gay❞

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The Setup » [lashton] √ cover

Long Way Down cover

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