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A smile slips onto his lips as the first drop of blood runs down his collarbone. One drop followed by more, and the smile never fades. 

The beige collar of his shirt starts to stain red, along with my fingertips wrapped around the dagger handle.

He's enjoying this. Entertained almost.

I bring my eyes back into focus on his, noticing they never flickered away from mine.
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"But l'm already hurt." I breathed down his neck. My cheeks touching his. He sighed down my neck as I continued feeling his soft skin with my face. My eyes closed, feeling his hands grip my frame. My lips trembled with fear and tears streamed down my cheeks "When it comes to fighting me, you never give up, you find more strength than you think you have. And I really .... He kisses down my neck and lightly bites my earlobe ......really enjoy breaking down your little attempts for salvation. And I'm going to break every single thing inside of you until I please. I'm not done robbing you of your innocence. You're mine." As he slowly spoke into my ear, blood rushed from the top to the bottom of my body. My heart ached and my chest ached. My eyes stung and my brain told me he was right. He wasn't going to let me go. He only meant to use and take and break her. All because of one mistake. One. Arya Oberoi, a kind-hearted and innocent teenager, becomes the target of Xavier Martin's torment. Xavier, fueled by his own revenge, dark desires and needs to dominate, manipulates Arya into a life of servitude. Xavier manages to control every aspect of Arya's life, her body, mind and soul ,leaving her trapped in a cycle of fear and despair. Where will Xavier's dark desires drive Arya? Will Arya give herself to Xavier or die surviving? Where did it all start and where will it end? (Deleted on 3 k) #55 bully - 02/02/24 #1 Antihero - 27/04/24 #1 bookstagram - 11/5/24 Find out on Painfully, yours. Trigger warning A: abuse, mental abuse,physical abuse, love-hate, abortion, bdsm. If there is a book that has a similar plot please tell me and I'll check it out. This book is completely mine so if it appears outside of Wattpad or Inkitt, someone stole it. All pictures/videos I got off of the internet.

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"I could kill you," he grins holding the gun to my temple. "I wouldn't be scared," I reminded him. He trails the gun under my chin lifting it, allowing me to look him in the eyes. "No one would know you were murdered by me," he continues making me smile. "I think I might have a gun kink;" I tell him while holding eye contact. "Fuck," he mutters as he smashes his lip onto mine, •••• The crimson colour pools beneath me as I let him twist the dagger that had been living in my heart since the day we had met. Sometimes we settle for the love we think we deserve only because are parents didn't portray it better therefore we think the bare minimum is over the top. ••••

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Lives are intertwined, Hearts are broken, Pasts are haunted and vows are made. But when the intertwined lives meet will they let each other go? When the pieces of broken hearts are found will they be mended? When the haunted pasts start haunting the present will the future stay safe? When the vows are completed will Leala Ashleigh still remain the same? Because this is her story, it may have been guided by the hand of fate and hidden by a twist of destiny, but it was her life, her heart, her past and her vow. Yet the question stands, will quest for justice prevail all else or will her thirst for revenge blur lines?

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Painfully yours

"But l'm already hurt." I breathed down his neck. My cheeks touching his. He sighed down my neck as I continued feeling his soft skin with my face. My eyes closed, feeling his hands grip my frame. My lips trembled with fear and tears streamed down my cheeks "When it comes to fighting me, you never give up, you find more strength than you think you have. And I really .... He kisses down my neck and lightly bites my earlobe ......really enjoy breaking down your little attempts for salvation. And I'm going to break every single thing inside of you until I please. I'm not done robbing you of your innocence. You're mine." As he slowly spoke into my ear, blood rushed from the top to the bottom of my body. My heart ached and my chest ached. My eyes stung and my brain told me he was right. He wasn't going to let me go. He only meant to use and take and break her. All because of one mistake. One. Arya Oberoi, a kind-hearted and innocent teenager, becomes the target of Xavier Martin's torment. Xavier, fueled by his own revenge, dark desires and needs to dominate, manipulates Arya into a life of servitude. Xavier manages to control every aspect of Arya's life, her body, mind and soul ,leaving her trapped in a cycle of fear and despair. Where will Xavier's dark desires drive Arya? Will Arya give herself to Xavier or die surviving? Where did it all start and where will it end? (Deleted on 3 k) #55 bully - 02/02/24 #1 Antihero - 27/04/24 #1 bookstagram - 11/5/24 Find out on Painfully, yours. Trigger warning A: abuse, mental abuse,physical abuse, love-hate, abortion, bdsm. If there is a book that has a similar plot please tell me and I'll check it out. This book is completely mine so if it appears outside of Wattpad or Inkitt, someone stole it. All pictures/videos I got off of the internet.