ambivalence.
emiliology
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emiliology
Ongoing, First published Dec 26, 2020
Mature
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A smile slips onto his lips as the first drop of blood runs down his collarbone. One drop followed by more, and the smile never fades. 

The beige collar of his shirt starts to stain red, along with my fingertips wrapped around the dagger handle.

He's enjoying this. Entertained almost.

I bring my eyes back into focus on his, noticing they never flickered away from mine.
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Wretched Roses √

90 parts Complete Mature

She gazed into her dark brown eyes with lust and pain. A rose as red as her tainted lips she'd put behind her ear, still holding it there, never wanting to let go. She put her forehead against hers as she whispered "You're just like a rose, beautiful but when you come too close you sting, not wanting others to see the pain behind your beauty. But you know what, I'm not scared, I won't give up on you no matter how much you make me bleed." She looked deep in thought, biting her lip and raising one of her eyebrows, and finally, she pressed her tainted lips against hers, letting their lips collide. They knew, that now, they would forever crave each others touch, they were in too deep. They'd fallen too hard. Never did they expect that their story wouldn't end there, and that years later they would be telling this exact story to none other than their own kids. Started: 11th September 2019 Finished: 20th June 2021

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