I guess you could say sadness really is the best motivator, it drives you to do things you would never have done before. So enjoy this spawn of said sadness, started in April/May and continued now. I'm posting this here so that people can fall back on knowing that none of us are perfect, everyone hurts and gets hurt, but that can be turned into something beautiful. it's certainly not perfect, tons of grammar and spelling errors, but that's not the purpose of it, now is it?