Looking at you on my computer screen puts a huge smile on my face. Oh wow, i'm so weird. I bet if someone could hear my thoughts right now, they'll probably think that i'm crazy. *click* Tears suddenly welled up my eyes. This is too much to handle. "God damn it " I thought. I immediately blink my tears away. Fuck this. My chest burns painfully. Jeez, i'm single yet heartbroken. What on earth is wrong with me? I sigh. Why can't I be a normal teenager for once? You know those kind of girls who goes to shopping with their friends, gossiping about cute guys and stuff? I shut my laptop off with a aggreviation. I slowly lay my head in the headbored feeling distraught. I mean who am I anyway? I'm nothing important. I'm just his fan, not his GIRLFRIEND. -
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